The only biggest wishes in my life<br> is you being with me at all time..

guyz, i think its kinda time i do something abt my studies lehz, so, i shouldnt be using the computer
tml, i shall be handing my blogger acc to some1
next week, i will hand my msn acc to some1
i will get them to change my pw? mayb thats the onli way which can make me concentrate more on my studies.. exams are coming >.<

It is a sad thing that somethings have to come to an end...
I do not know how to put this in words, but I will try....
I want to concentrate on my studies...
I want to score As...
I want to stop using the computer...
I want to become the ultimate nerd...
I want to turn my free time into studyfest...
I want to make history...
I want to be someone different...
I want no more ZWs...

editted from JYs blog

i feel its quite true when reading hence copied it here...lols

im stressed up now!! my english is getting from bad to worse everyday!! im starting to speak lousy and singlish-y sentences!! and something worse to say, is that, all the sentences i am saying now are all in broken forms!! at first, i always thought that i was just trying to be funny and act stupid when i was saying those kind of standard-less sentence, but now im used to it!! how am i going to go for oral next time?!!!!!! its my luck to not have any oral this semester.. woos~
zzz.. what talking you? you know the bag colour is green 1 very nice eh.. i knw la, wahasvaqiwkrvgier
kaes.. that r some examples of how i speak... i cant continue it anymore.. feels so embarrassed..

can somebody please tell me what i shld do to improve my english?
lailin is improving!
nadia is improving!
sharmine is improving!
hongda is improving!
kaes, they r some who got sucky gradesfor eng but their present standard for english is kind of amazing...
well.. i should`nt have made my tuition teacher angry actually, since last month after that dispute, i hadnt attend english tuition for a wholy month-.- k, shall nt elab abt this

I think, being a student myself, deserve some respect as well. Me and you, we attend school to for the same point- study. Thus, i do not think there should be anybody living in a lower rank than the others.
I believe everyone is born with an unique shade of skin color. Some are born darker, Some are born Fairer. I don't understand why there is a need to be a racist, or maybe to a more defined extent: Colourist.
Yes, i do admit, i am someone who made numerous jokes out of these colours. But, i dont do it in front of those people. Maybe i have, in the past years, to those who i had joked about, im sincerely sorry. I know, they do get hurt when being joked about, because me myself, suffers all these tortures everyday.Sometimes it may be amusing to contrast the different skin colours and make a joke out of it. However, I believe, the joke will lead to a habit. Till a point when you can't stop yourself from doing so.So, Don't Start if you have not.
I know Singapore is full of Chinese, but imagine Singapore with a lot of Whites. An obvious example from the past would be during the British Colonisation. Yellow skins are of a lower status than the White skins. But what has happened? We can't be bullying others just because Yellow Skins take up more of the population. Show respect towards other Skins, other races,other religion.
I know some of us have been bullied/taunted before by other Skins. And I know some of us have started to use their weakness to fight for yourself. Specifically, We target the innocent, like our own peers, using colour or race as your "weapon", in order to vent our anger at those that had bullied or taunted us before.
Right? I am guilty of this as well. However, I believe a gentleman shall not vent his anger on the innocent. We are gentlemen right? YES, WE MUST FIGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS. BUT NOT BEING A DESPICABLE PERSON THAT USES RACIAL TERMS OR DIFFERENCE IN COLOURS TO BULLY THE INNOCENTS AROUND US.
Maybe you would find it fun to condemn others of their skin colours as you would find that they would then be unable to rebutt, but mind you, theres nothing wrong to have any unique features on the skin.
The next time when you bathe, please look clearly inside out your body. Do you yourself have zero special features on your body?

Unless you have no teeth protruding and you dont wear braces, you may
condemn.
Unless you have no heavy pimple on your face, you may condemn.
Unless you have no short tongue, you may condemn.
Unless you have 2legs that looks the same as other people, you may
condemn.
Unless you have A MORE NORMAL HEIGHT, you may condemn.
Unless you have have pure yellow skin, you may condemn.
Unless you have a more matured character, you may condemn

lols, actuallyy, the characteristisc above are just to vent off my fustration, NOT BECAUSE i am trying to use "somebody's" weakness to achieve my happiness, just that, i feel there should be some time i explode after 2 years of tolerance.
I have been made fun by schoolmates, classmates, and even squadmates, look carefully at the word: S-Q-U-A-D-M-A-T-E-S squadmates
sometimes, after they made fun, i will jus duck to a corner
other times, when they said that, i still gave them a smile hoping they dont continue, and i would try to pretend i didnt hear anything

this few weeks, i reflected and think that i should not do nothing about it. hence ppl who made fun of me recently had either received my fist or got something else.
ytd, i did that, and guessed wad, after my whack, he continued more, he returned a fist.

Dear people, dear friends, let this be a warning, or rather a reminder, jokes are fun and laughter, if i cant laugh out from it, but get hurt from it, im sorry, i have to give a heavy sumon. Green-faced or whateva new names you want to give me, i dont care, when you face tempt my fist too much, i wouldnt hesitate anymore. mayb i will lose alot of frens after this, but i dont care. i aint gonna consider so much anymore, chances r given, but u don appreciate, then too bad. i dont think i am getting too over for planning to beat ppl due to this jokes, cuz, all my doings since last yr is still the same, i want peace. i dun wan names, i dun wan jokes, i dun wan hurts, i dun wan scars, i wan peace. Therefore, i delclare, violence will rule zhewei for the rest of his time until peace arrives.

thank you for your time, this is the end.
see you after exams~
smell ya~

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