Sir Jeffric Teo-the President of ___country(1994-4991)

the longest post before the tempo closedown of my blog

2009-04-08T04:49:00.000-07:00

guyz, i think its kinda time i do something abt my studies lehz, so, i shouldnt be using the computer
tml, i shall be handing my blogger acc to some1
next week, i will hand my msn acc to some1
i will get them to change my pw? mayb thats the onli way which can make me concentrate more on my studies.. exams are coming >.<

It is a sad thing that somethings have to come to an end...
I do not know how to put this in words, but I will try....
I want to concentrate on my studies...
I want to score As...
I want to stop using the computer...
I want to become the ultimate nerd...
I want to turn my free time into studyfest...
I want to make history...
I want to be someone different...
I want no more ZWs...

editted from JYs blog

i feel its quite true when reading hence copied it here...lols

im stressed up now!! my english is getting from bad to worse everyday!! im starting to speak lousy and singlish-y sentences!! and something worse to say, is that, all the sentences i am saying now are all in broken forms!! at first, i always thought that i was just trying to be funny and act stupid when i was saying those kind of standard-less sentence, but now im used to it!! how am i going to go for oral next time?!!!!!! its my luck to not have any oral this semester.. woos~
zzz.. what talking you? you know the bag colour is green 1 very nice eh.. i knw la, wahasvaqiwkrvgier
kaes.. that r some examples of how i speak... i cant continue it anymore.. feels so embarrassed..

can somebody please tell me what i shld do to improve my english?
lailin is improving!
nadia is improving!
sharmine is improving!
hongda is improving!
kaes, they r some who got sucky gradesfor eng but their present standard for english is kind of amazing...
well.. i should`nt have made my tuition teacher angry actually, since last month after that dispute, i hadnt attend english tuition for a wholy month-.- k, shall nt elab abt this

I think, being a student myself, deserve some respect as well. Me and you, we attend school to for the same point- study. Thus, i do not think there should be anybody living in a lower rank than the others.
I believe everyone is born with an unique shade of skin color. Some are born darker, Some are born Fairer. I don't understand why there is a need to be a racist, or maybe to a more defined extent: Colourist.
Yes, i do admit, i am someone who made numerous jokes out of these colours. But, i dont do it in front of those people. Maybe i have, in the past years, to those who i had joked about, im sincerely sorry. I know, they do get hurt when being joked about, because me myself, suffers all these tortures everyday.Sometimes it may be amusing to contrast the different skin colours and make a joke out of it. However, I believe, the joke will lead to a habit. Till a point when you can't stop yourself from doing so.So, Don't Start if you have not.
I know Singapore is full of Chinese, but imagine Singapore with a lot of Whites. An obvious example from the past would be during the British Colonisation. Yellow skins are of a lower status than the White skins. But what has happened? We can't be bullying others just because Yellow Skins take up more of the population. Show respect towards other Skins, other races,other religion.
I know some of us have been bullied/taunted before by other Skins. And I know some of us have started to use their weakness to fight for yourself. Specifically, We target the innocent, like our own peers, using colour or race as your "weapon", in order to vent our anger at those that had bullied or taunted us before.
Right? I am guilty of this as well. However, I believe a gentleman shall not vent his anger on the innocent. We are gentlemen right? YES, WE MUST FIGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS. BUT NOT BEING A DESPICABLE PERSON THAT USES RACIAL TERMS OR DIFFERENCE IN COLOURS TO BULLY THE INNOCENTS AROUND US.
Maybe you would find it fun to condemn others of their skin colours as you would find that they would then be unable to rebutt, but mind you, theres nothing wrong to have any unique features on the skin.
The next time when you bathe, please look clearly inside out your body. Do you yourself have zero special features on your body?

Unless you have no teeth protruding and you dont wear braces, you may
condemn.
Unless you have no heavy pimple on your face, you may condemn.
Unless you have no short tongue, you may condemn.
Unless you have 2legs that looks the same as other people, you may
condemn.
Unless you have A MORE NORMAL HEIGHT, you may condemn.
Unless you have have pure yellow skin, you may condemn.
Unless you have a more matured character, you may condemn

lols, actuallyy, the characteristisc above are just to vent off my fustration, NOT BECAUSE i am trying to use "somebody's" weakness to achieve my happiness, just that, i feel there should be some time i explode after 2 years of tolerance.
I have been made fun by schoolmates, classmates, and even squadmates, look carefully at the word: S-Q-U-A-D-M-A-T-E-S squadmates
sometimes, after they made fun, i will jus duck to a corner
other times, when they said that, i still gave them a smile hoping they dont continue, and i would try to pretend i didnt hear anything

this few weeks, i reflected and think that i should not do nothing about it. hence ppl who made fun of me recently had either received my fist or got something else.
ytd, i did that, and guessed wad, after my whack, he continued more, he returned a fist.

Dear people, dear friends, let this be a warning, or rather a reminder, jokes are fun and laughter, if i cant laugh out from it, but get hurt from it, im sorry, i have to give a heavy sumon. Green-faced or whateva new names you want to give me, i dont care, when you face tempt my fist too much, i wouldnt hesitate anymore. mayb i will lose alot of frens after this, but i dont care. i aint gonna consider so much anymore, chances r given, but u don appreciate, then too bad. i dont think i am getting too over for planning to beat ppl due to this jokes, cuz, all my doings since last yr is still the same, i want peace. i dun wan names, i dun wan jokes, i dun wan hurts, i dun wan scars, i wan peace. Therefore, i delclare, violence will rule zhewei for the rest of his time until peace arrives.

thank you for your time, this is the end.
see you after exams~
smell ya~

2009-04-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

i was absent for 2 days last week and i intend to resume sch tml..
thus, i went ard asking hw..
guess the reply..
nvm, its kinda hard to guess, lemme give u the answer

bryan nvr do hw de
faldo copy hw de
sharon nvr reply my sms de
jonhon asked me to ask others de
zuohong asked me to ask nic de
weihao nvr reply my sms de
eugene donno wad hw de
alvin dun do hw de
zhida nvr reply me in msn de
marcus nvr reply my sms de
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3genius indeed~

tears of joy Part II

2009-03-31T06:22:00.000-07:00

3f during free period today3g during free period today
i think 3g won the title as nerds-.-

1 vs 3... fighting for 1 bottle of spirte >_<

pueju's grafitti >.<

her art again -.- fyi, 鸟节means birdday.. taiwanese style of pronouncing birthday-.-

鸟节快乐 ... ... -.-

her conversation on my legs

tats it again -.-

guess wad? tats the amount of paper used to wrap a birdday present =.=

MANY Thanks to these ppl for their wishes!! :

eugene
sharon lee
wajuan
lailin
angelin
waileong
soonkong
jeremy chia
hongda
nadia
wynette???
lixian
amanda
niyi
NG jingwen
JACLENE LIEW karhui
zhihua
pueju
kerri
nurse from medical exam
munwai
eunice
sharmine
althea
jinhui
weiqi
shihan

if there any1 whom i forgot to put inside my thanks list, pls tag me in my tagboard :)

Many thanks to these People for their voices:

gwen
sharon

due to time limit, shall onli state the leader..

Many thanks to these People, for forking out their money to make my birthday happier:

Sharon
Wanjuan
Lixian
Sharmine
Jonathan
Bill
Kerri
Pueju

thanks too all ppl whose name are stated above, or mayb u participated today, but i din use ur name... as long as u did, god bless u~ may u have a wonderful week~!

see la every1, must be like me liddat, 人缘好，处处都好... i think like meritocracy liddat, work for reward and reward for work.. i entertain u all everyday, thn nw abit of tax and repayment is not too much right? XD jkjk

okaes, with this, i end off my post, hope too see all ur names, or rather more names up for the post during 31st March 2010.

BYE~ muacks

tears of joy Part I

2009-03-31T04:35:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

shall blog and then show some pics again^^
day started at 6:30..

it was ab 7 when sharon came and passed me my bdae gift^^
thanks <<33
approx 5 mins ltr..
wj and lx came and pass me another.. woots~~~~~
thanks again <3
wahahaahahahahaha

i was borned at 8am 31/3/1994,
hence at 8am 31/3/2009,
i cut the twine at my table as a significance of the opening ceremony of my ... -.-
kaes, my school mates shld understand ^^

health checkup then blah blah, yep, the nurse wish me happy birdday oso ^^ wahaha
thanks again :]

and then ya, english free period..
perform my "sword drills" halfway then gwen and all asked me to stand in front of the class..
i was thinking that they wanna give me bdae bash until they sang the happy birthday song...~~
felt so fortunate^^ sec3 life..赞!!

alvin, jeremy chng, and some1 else, when to trap me at the 3f back door...bdae bash-.-
i said i was 2 year old, then alvin and jeremy when to punch me at 1 arm ea-.- u shld be able to imagine a guy's energy...lols, but still happy afterall^^

and then went 3f... guess wad???
was sung bdae song again!!!!
led by our dearest choir conductor sharon lee!!!!!!!
haiz, tats wad happen when ur 人缘 is too good~

wynette i guess? wished me too...
ok thanks haha

th next em period..
slept awhile~

recess...
wanjuan finished her bdae bash............hahaiz~
asshole daidi...promoted to prositute frm an arsehole-.-

and after recess is phy liao... everythingsme same... 10/18 for phy quiz
ss- did nth again.. nvm nt impt
english free period- i went down to have my lunch instead of staying back-.-
lols.. and i used the time to go help sharon kaiguang a few of her things XD
gwen was saying i shld be mature coz im 15 liao.. -.- nvm heck her XDDDDD

np time ~
escaped bdae bash..
guess wad? no push-ups at all for the day... all 托我的福1 lor!

kaes after np...
met up with kerri and pueju at the arena...
WAHHAHAHAHAHA
WHAHAHAHAHHA
WAHAHAHAHAHA

its been abt 4 years since i last had cakes during my birthday..
thnx for bring me back to my childhood~!!!!
thanks kerri and pueju, and thanks to kerri's father and mother, and pueju's father and mother, thanks for bringing up ur daughters so well that they could rmb my birdday...
-.- i was jus kidding...zzz
i kept spooning cakes and putting it in front of ppl's face, then when they open their mouth i go make the spoon go into my mouth instead XDDDDDDDD
childish-.-
lols... i was kept holding the hands of the 2, forcing them to wish me non-stop...
haha
and they went to say things like zao sheng gui zi, bai tou xie lao-.-
haha nvm.. its fun and enjoyable afterall <3
and pueju drew alot on my legs!!!!!!
shall post the pics ltr on...

and, i went home w/o the knowin that pueju's art was still on my face-.-

kaekae... post more ltr on...
and i still havent bathe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!
cya ltr on

2009-03-30T06:46:00.001-07:00

yoz.. here to blog abt day3 of the camp and a few fotos taken recently..

Day 3

day started at 4:30am with turn up parade..( where we were suppose to wak up in the midst of our dreamland, and then wear full-uniform and run to arena to fall in )

well.. i rmb, i was still lying down sleeping when hearing a few eyes,

when i opened up my eyes then i realised that jonathan was alr wearing up his pants..

my reaction was- omg!! why ur nvr wake me up??!!!!

kaes well, then fall in-ed..

we took quite a long time to have the parade started, hence went into our push-up pose quite a few times..

well, the parade was like 15 mins long,

after than we went back to our bunk, change back to our pt-kit and went back to dreamland again..

after than, we woke up at 6:30 when we were supposed to wake up at 6am..

gosh..late sia

thanks god, CIs and NCOs werent awake at that timing as well, hence we just chop chop go wake campers up and then started PT..

campers still delee dalee.. haiz..

was attempting to pump them, but im afraid ill wake the NCOs up, and then they look at the clock.. then i will onli backfire myself nia

PT started, this time, 14 casualty..haiz~

was kinda funny when campers had 10bx instead of 5..lolss

due to the short-term-memory of CK who forgot to bring the first-aid kit, 20 diamond push-ups were owed to Paul.. T_T

breakfast-ed..same i think i skipped the tradition if im nt wrong

after, we went to untie the rope ob and keep the manila hemp, spars, gunny sack and so on so on etc..

and then, muster parade..

yeps, im a newly promoted seargeant, and i got my campcraft proficiency!! woots~!

and then bunk out,

lols, guess wad, we made the tables do drill!!

=.= kaes, tats stupid ... ...

and then was tug-of-war,

so ya, play and play.. blah blah, dun rmb win or lose le..

after then was debrief my CIs..

this time kinda cool, no pumping de debrief

then talk abt the camp blah blah blah blah.. dun wan elab, coz will be very long

ltr we went to KFC and had our lunch.. at last, had a more "human" meal... ==

lolz, i did alot of *** with the use of the things available at kfc...

-.- those who were there shld understand wad im toking abt

after then, went to take 63 with jk and jona..

we were happily talking awhile while standing when the bus driver suddenly gave a bloody brake-.-

crash

into

small-sized,

old,

lady...

guess wad, i was so embarrassed that i apologiesed profusely and get down the bus as soon as it reaches a stop..

thn ya, walked fast to meet up with jona since hes alighting at the next stop..

and chatted for awhile while sending him home, then i went home liao..

home sweet home,

i unpacked my camp stuff and then went to play with canes for awhile..

i cant control myself after i lie on the bed,

donno why, i landed on the wooden chair in the living room later on..

well, its still a very sound sleep..

enjoyed my dream alots alots..

kaes~ tats the end.......

tomorrow

bird

day,

wish

have

much

present

possible

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shitty, i dun wish to do push-ups and drills during my birdday!! >_<

haiz~

wadeva, bye~

gays in action, sry no offence

my fruit of labour

tats my tag, and eugene's back =.=

sry for posting ur foto w/o ur permision, approach me if u dun like it, i will rip it off :)

2009-03-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

ytd was x-country, when i ran a race...
and got a medal, thanks god (or rather myself? ) for this present ^_^
well, it was kinda tough..
but, its worth it, i guess? all my hardwork paid off~!!!!!!

after cross country, me, jona, jk, bill, jk, nico and marcus went jurong point for lunch
ate long john, which is ubeeeeeer expensive la.. haiz, nvm, once upon a time...
was playing big2 for awhile until we were told we were nt supposed to
after which, we started playing with Bill's wallet..
we took out all his money, cards, photo blah blah and start fooling ard..
then we start drawing on his foto.. lolz, i stole a foto of him HAHAHAHAH

and yep, after that we went to GV with the girls and then started wondering what show to watch..
they were asking for votes and then i heard "more cocks" for a period of time.. then i gave the kind of face, until a look at the screen, thn i knw that the rreal name is called "mall cop"
well, the show was kinda nice la..
its a comedy.. of a story of a fat securiy guard..kaes, i shall nt elaborate more for the sake of GV

after the movie, went strolling ard with window-shopping..
we seperated then.. me and nico went to look for my pencil case while the others were still in some toy shop..
after which, nico went toilet, and i heard somebody caling my name,
it was angelin and the others.. i heard them saying "back, back, back"
then i dun get it, then i tot is "bag, bag, bag"
then at last, i got it, which it was "mac" -.-'''
due to the fact that angelin was putting her hand beside her face while saying mac ( got the feeling of doing sth funny ), i tot they asking me to pangseh nico..
hence i ran to mac mysef and left nico alone in the toilet
sry sry... i was tempted to do tat HAHA

thn we were at mac.. played big2, ate a burger, and then train-ed to Bill's hse
jona, jk, farhan, marcus, me, and Bill ( of course -.- ) went to Bill's hse which was at redhill
yep, sth funny happened at the mrt station, jona and Bill went to pee,
jona said when he was peeing halfway, got 1 middle-age man kept looking at the lower part of his body..
lol HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!

asshole daidi started as soon as we reached Bill's hse,
wonder why? jonathan always top?

and next we proceeded to the gym.. where jk kept pulling my safety button, causing me nt to be able to run... **sigh**

next, we went for a swim, in our pe pants...
that was pure fun!! FUN! FUN! FUN!!
u knw why? coz i molested junkang!!!!!!!!!!!!! he holds the onli boobs which u wont get arrested for molesting XD, sorry jk if u r reading it.. xP
and ya, Bill got raped, and tat was the idea of farhan if im nt wrong..
and then we climb high high and jump into the water blah blah..
and i got possessed in the pool
kaes wadeva~
went out of the pool, farhan left

then, we enter the sauna..
was planning to dry our pants while its still wet,
but then.. thekeys that te guard is holding arh..
vry hard to take,
thus ended up doing drills half-naked while waiing for the Bill to get the key down..
sauna its like shiok..
at the first part la.. if do too long, i can explode de
coz marcus was over there kept on adding water..plus i was sstill half-naked at the time...~~
lols, we were playing daidi inside the sauna
and i ended up kept losing and losing non stop

left the sauna, and proceeded to Bill's hse..
i was suprised at the area of his hse.. so damn f-ing small la..
outside looks nice, but inside..
haiz,
was slacking, pcc-ing (ps, its playing chinese chess ) with Bill, while jona and junkang was fixing some puzzle swan,
a thousand thanks to Bill for the free alcohol provided :)

i drank a can of guiness and i was like, left 80% awake.. kinda drunk le,
lols, at least im better than marcus, whose body turned red everywhere la..
like ready for sex tat kind...ps: no offence
and ya, when Bill came out with a second bottle, i went to beg for another cup, this time.. i got 75% left..
wow..
was kept persuading jonathan to stay overnight but then his father kept scolding blah blah..
i didnt wanted to go home as i worry that i my leak out that i drank on that night, lolz, at least im still sober to know that.. haha
kaes, anyws, i think i xchanged quite alot of secrets with Bill when he was in the kitchen.. lols, haha.. **SHHHHHHHHHHH**

and yep, after that went home liaos, im too drunk that i forgot to bring my god back home -.-
and ya, i sensed sth followed us back while walking the dark path heading to our homes..
and marcus kept sayin ghost ghost ghost.. URGH!
kaes, at least we reached home safe and sound, naw, onli me onli, the others i donno.. ~_~..
when i reached home, it was 12:03am..
nt bad, i left home at 6:35am.. and returned at...
anyws, i bathed and slept,

and i went to work and earned 40 today, which resulted in a day l;ost for hw..
haiz

kaes, will update any impt points which i left out up there..
im tired out nw, bye!

2009-03-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

weblogging again~

the day is arriving.. drawing nearer and nearer, those who donno wad im toking abt can take a glance at the top right hand corner of this site..

the medal of cross country would be my best bdae present... arriving to be top 15 as a 15 year old kid whose iq is as high as 15... -.-

kaes.. today was alright..

chemistry today was the best..

it was the first time i paid full attention to the teacher's words.. perhaps its the help of coffee :)

physics was cool as well.. at last every word of the teacher went into my ear..

at last, i could concentrate~!!!!

amaths was pretty well as well.. didnt chiong so much hw during lesson,

i spent my reccess doing my ss hw..

emath was pretty well as well, absorbed new things..

chinese... alittle bit of lesson and the rest was free time..

and i drew sth sick on the board -.-

thats me >_<

kaes..after sch went home and then go tuition and then makefun of muzafaa and go home and rest and blog and bye

2009-03-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

wooooo~
time seems to have loosened a little..
hence shall have this post up ^^

todays was a tiring day..
i started my brain system for amath before morning assembly,
chiong till last qn thn the music started-.-

english was okay? i was able to concentrate AT LAST
after was emath where we all put our heads on the table to take a rest.. i think the canteen shld provide coffee! and yep, i tied bryan's earpiece on gwens table and did alot of stupid things to her books.. xD
cd- at last, we had a interesing lesson!! cant say that it is really interesting. But itwas the first time where miss mah could get all out attention for lesson... and really, at last the lesson wasnt as boring as the past which all of us would fall asleep..
recess- ate and played
there was another period of english where nico had a 1 min of fame toking abt scouts again.. boring sia..
then it came amath where teacher stormed into the class with her blood boiling due to our indifference attitude for our emath work which resulted in her fustration and irritated emotions..
followed by chemistry where we had a test.. guess wad? i went made my earpiece go through my shirt... lols, i was listening to music while having a test.. nt bad ba? xDDDD
end of sch..

went to canteen and watch them eat.. i was thinking of running 50 rounds around the arena but too bad nobody wants to accompny me so i have no choice..

quietly, i sat on the bench. while the others were enjoying their meals,
chatting abt how their days had passed, i started daydreaming. As i slowly turn
my head to the back, i saw her, and she saw me, electrocution of eyes took
placed. she shoot out her clenched fist high and stretched her facial muscles,
captivating my attention. receiving her msg, i made a twist in no time, and
placed it right beside my face, as a form of reply.. distanted between us was 5
metres, but, we seemed to be right beside each other all the time...

kaes, i knw, its very confusing up there

coz, its onli meant for me and her to understand :)

kaes, she might be reading, so happy reading, now to chiong hw, bye!

shall do the post of day3 camp tml

BYE~!

2009-03-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

kays, shouldnt be even onlining... but nvm, since alr online le...
jus summary for this 2 days...

i wanna thank sharon alot for her strength and energy..( sounds wrong )
lol... thanks for being my massaging machine for ytd.. hehe

today- EMW presentation..
kinda, very good.. lols, made chl speechless when i shook his hand..wahahaha!!
and yep, our wave was the king of waves!! we owned the others!!

fund raising.. guess wad? u knw, my card was empty w/o signature at all at 1:30, and by 1:50, there happened to be 6 signature!!! ( actualli 2 is i sign myself de >.< )
lols, anyw, many thanks to clarabelle, sharon, gwen.. i didnt expect them to be so generous.. lolz
i think i could have got more funds if the teacher allows more time.. lolz
and zhida got scammed 2 dollars by me-.-
and ya, oso thanks to mrs lim:) another 2 dollars

npcc.. drills in full u, tiring event,bersu rai, back home, bathed, eaten, onlined, nw for hw and sleep. bye~

2009-03-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

some moments, its kinda "心血来潮" which u would feel like doing everythiing that u havent done, while some moments, its like this "bo chap" s wdmrchan said, where u dun feel like anythin u were suppose to do..
didnt knw why, dono why, and dun want to knw why these feelings appear in me.. mayb u could say its normal..
it might be normal to a secondary sch student like me la..
but i wanna want to ask a question: why, why dont i see these feelings appearing in the mind of the top students..
haiz.. to reach my target for academic.. tats alot more things to do.. if 1 second i join this "bo chap" propaganda... i would wave farewell to my targets..
sometimes, its a pure and disciplined mind u can onli use to depend on..
perhaps, i shld meditate more~?
zzz... a paragraph of crapp... i think im wasting my hols.. better start nw, bye

2009-03-18T06:47:00.000-07:00

Day 2

day started earli.. 3hrs of sleep aint enough..

it was onli 5:30 at the morning... urgh~

forget it, washup-ed and then wake the campers up..

falled them in and then started PT at the flag pole,

we seperated the camp instructors into 2 grps,

1 to lead pt, the other to tighten the rope obstacles

while rashid and uzair took the others for pt, we went to tighten the rope ob at the place where the sjab were having the pt at

was kinda fun, pulling ropes, showing the girls our power.. lol!

k wadeva.. after pt we had breakfast, downed 40... nutella bread, and some milo...

haiz, instructors had less food than campers..

it was circuit trg then, campers were instructed to go for the rope obstacles..

ya la u knw la, before u start using the obstacles, u would have to down 20 first.. zz, waste time niaz..

there was a situations, where became a safety man, and then a camper suddenli fall frm the obstacles.. then i was lik.."eh u ok anot?ok anot? ok anot??? sure okay arh?!!!" then the camper asked me back, "eh senior u ok anot?" >.<>

after was lunch.. no field cooking leh.. was still packet food, haiz, sian...

and i remembered, i did sth realli gialang this time.. i didnt knw why i did that la.. mayb bcoz of...? donno la, but whoever got hurt for that impulse of mine, im sorry la

k well, after then we went for games...

before that was the briefing where all campers were to gather at the shade jus before the foyer..

"wad bloody standard are they showing us??" i heard a camp instuctor said..

zz kaes nvm.. they realli gave us shit..

was kinda happy when sir pumped jiabao 40 pushups..lols..

campers were then instructed to run to the arena...

they ran sllow and hongda knock them down

kinda admire him.. nobody stop him when he trying to knock campers down.. when i try knockig campes down... some1 will recover them and then say time constraint.. RAWR~

while the campers were having their briefing.. i quickly go an get my first aid notes frm bunk.. zz, study so much in the end nvr test... go hell la!

after their games we start having our preparation for promo test le..

it was then when i chiong back to bunk to polish my boots..

ok.. and then there was this event where we all donno where to put our 3rd class drill badge..

cdi say is centre, cfi said its right... then change here and their.. in then end i went to ask paul,

if im nt wrong he asked:" which idiot say put at the right 1?" ok fine, shall not elaborate more..

promotion test kinda sucky? made damn lot of mistake.. cock up several times sia..haiz bobian

i passed my campcraft proficiency test, seageant test, but failed my second class T_T

gratz to jona.. who passed all 3 tests

admire...

after all tests, we were on our way back to bunk when i heard farhan saying jiabao fighting with his grp member in bunk.. suddenli feel kinda happy? lols.. if he realli kena i will open fragrant ice in the camp ar! kai xiang bing qing zhu

kaes well, ltr was dinner, packet food... field cooking cancelled, like wadthefark, bring so much food and then used nth >.<

k nvm, and then next amazing night maze discussion...

we wouldnt be having such discussion if the PT ic had planned it out earlier..

zzz, nvm, i suddenli kee siao donno reason leh.. jus kept jumping ard like monkey making my squadmtes irritated.. too bad la, forgot bring my mental medicine..zz

well, who do u think u are to condemn me?u dun even attend normal trg and yet u come for this camp and tekan ppl, u think u wad? just because we keep quiet doesnt mean that we can tolerate u.. do u knw that when u are insulting me, u sound like a p sch kid? ur being vry childish la bloody fatty. u shld join the campers, not the camp instructors

afterwards we started our night maze.. i was trying to get some water bombs to play with when i thn found out that the person i wrote abt had used up all.. wtf.. childish bastard

well.. i rmb there was once when i saw ms shirley tan trying to fetch water, beside her was a big pail half-filled with water, without second thoughts, i asked her:"ms tan, that pail ur dinner ar?" xD

she shocked awhile.. and then said.. very idiot eh u all

zzz

night maze went fun.. hd kept making the campers touch each others ass -.-'''

i rmb, when leading 1 guy to the girls toilet, i kept telling him tats the path to heaven, when he knock into a guy, i told him thats a god statue, when he knock on the wall, i said it was the heavenly gold pillar=.=

kaes, ck splashed water cooler on me saying it was holy water >.<

night maze ended then..

campers falled-in, thn prepare for amazing night race..

cmicmicmi.. like wtf la..

they walk damn f-ing slow.. walk oso cant walk.. sijie made them touch the tree again.. fine, nt to elab.. so stupid -.- ( i mean my grp la )

kaes, and we were having the racce halfway thn nt enough time every1 fall in back and then go back to bunk and then wash up and then supper and then reflections and then comments and then lights out and then oink oink and dream land~

sorry i nid to do hw, come back ltr for 3rd day

SLACK CAMP

2009-03-16T04:58:00.000-07:00

wahaha

bck frm camp orhraydee

lemme post ba

DAY 1

after sch, my first trip back home was to take home my book and by bag back home

guess wad? i actualli forgot to take my photo which i have to use for making the ic de

then i went back home to pick it again -.-

and then...

i was queuing up at the AVA to have my registration done...

but then the stupidity of mine led me to go to the classroom block where i then got confined in the camp

well.. the camp had started and then i cant go register for my ic liao...

minutes of walk i made went to nought... haiz bo bian-.-

kays, camp started with bag check.. where i embarrassed myself

i kept being the 1 that was the last to empty my bag/put back all my things

ps: the time to empty bag or put things back to bag is limited

zzz

sec3s were the camp instructors for sec1-2 during the camp la

where i finalli experience the feeling of taking a squad

kinda stress?? after 2 years of being a cadet

ok, the first activity we had for the campers( sec1-2 )

was bag check.. where they have to take out everything frm their bags...

i think.. i too stress thn become too soft to them till they climb over my head.. take out things so damn fucking slow..

thanks to rashid, who came into the room and demostrated how to pour things out of bag =.=

yep, thanks, onli u are capable to do such things.. lols, no offence

throughout the camp, i found farhan abit funny

coz he wan his squad to do things that he cant even do himself la... he nt happy he knock them down... -.-

when he cant even do 1 proper push-up...

lols.. nvm, oso nt my prob

after tat hair cutting blah blah.. i dun give a damn la...

sec1 sec2 cut hair in the toilet thn nvr clear up blah blah... aiya lazy elaborate..

blah blah

then pta...

thanks to kerri for delivering biscuit to me ^_^

and thn the whole thing start le.. prize presetation mdm zhr briefing blah blah

she brief like out of point at first lor.. wad framework.. how she relate to the briefing de -.-

and then q&a

the staff like all trying to throw in every good thing of the sch whenever a qn comes..

-.-

1 small qn, they can talk until more then 1 answer come out = =

then the students all have to sit there and wait >.<

after then...pta ended

then back to camp...

pt kit, back for dinner

dint do the 40push-ups which was the tradition for all meals, including supper

skipped,

dinner was some chilli food which rice la

ate and then went to take squad,

we started our night hike to henderson wave..

met sir ivan on his bike half way at the hike, who then escorted us all the way till henderson wave and then back to the school.

it was kinda cool when u place ur bike on the middle on the road and then stand right behind it, acting as a road marshal... nah, he stood straight with both lehs... its the cool version of a marshal.

reached the hike, we took photos..

ppl shouted:"said cheese" while we shouted:" huat ar!"

lols, thats my idea

creative, aint it?

back to the sch.. fall in-ed

and then a little of briefing and then back to bunk

kaes...

thn boots polishing

at first i was behind choonkiat..

but then i went to sabo him..

thn i become infront of him coz my boots more shiny^^

next washup... sec1s dun wan bathe.. kena sir scold blah blah

and then debrief session at arena...

ncos said we made afew mistake.. so did a few pushups

touched the sch gate a few times...

thenn next debrief session at the speakers corner by sir.. kinda relax as sir let us lie down to

have our debried session...

and next we went back to bunk and slept...

and its abt 2am in the morning by then..

i took out my fone and sms kerri..

then was happily listening to music

2sirs suddenl enter the bunk.. then i faster off and lie on my fone >.<

lucky nvr kena caught =.=

and i took 2 fotos of jonathan sleeping lol

kaes, tats all for day 1

someone is after my life!!! ARH!!! im so scared ~~~!!!! =.=|||

2009-03-09T05:13:00.000-07:00

u bloody african
wad do u think u are??
u think ur countryman become president u can play play hre and there??
kanninnabu cb la!
brother black, if u wanna play gangster, go back to ur africa la, singapore doesnt welcome u

u onli dare sms, u think wad? i scared ar
u onli dare hide behind phone and computer
u bloody yellow coward! opps, im sorry, should be black coward.
black remains black, no matter how fierce u act, u cant turn into a white.

go ahead and try to hack me if u realli think that i dont have any supporters behind me ^_^
bloody black arsehole

2009-03-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

kaes!!!
god gave me 20 minutes to blog, and thisblogger took 2 mins away...RAWR
kaes, let summaries everything

fridays trg
sec3s were asked to take pt for the sec1s and 2s
and thats the first time i truly understood the difficulty in taking a whole cohort of guys
hard to challenge them, hard to train them, hard to rule them, hard to discipline them blah blah
perhaps coz we ar sec3s, thus they dont realli show us the respect, haiz, nvm, ill teach them how to respect during this coming camp... MWAAHAHHHAHA xD

saturday
it was raining hence i pon tuition-.-''

sunday
day started well.. chemistry was quite fun
played with teacher again
nico joined in our class

english lesson wasn't pleasant at all..
the tutor was kinda talking crap(s)
didnt bother to listen hence started listening to music and chatting with amanda by sms-ing
few mins ltr..
kena scold le... blah blah
turned a little emo-ody
he ask me to plead my parents to quit the tuition,
fine, i will, since u took the first step and asked me to do that, how would i reject ur offer..
zzz, actuali im at fault at the first place.. but nvm, aint gonna bother to think so much
stress~

after tuition...RELIEF~~! **sigh**
guess wad?
i was trying to get to bt mearah, i boarded 123 at tiong,
the bus travelled 1 big round at bt purmei and then back to tiong-.-
where i alighted,
and i walked the same path back, cross the same traffic right, passby the same shophouses.. and went bck to the same bus stop-.-
surprsinly met justin from hss,
chatted with him abt girls awhile and then i boarded by bus no.5

this time i reach there very fast and then started my journey to the library

i walked till the bukit mearah hawker centre
when i suddenli have the urge to eat mac, and then i think, i shld go mac buy food, but then i recapped that cant bring food to library...
hence i decided to walk to lib to pay my fine first then go to mac to buy food, guess wad?? i walk 1 big round, i walk to lib and thn back to mac they say under-maintainence machine not working then i gotta walk 1 big round back home... like wtf la!!
RAWR~~!!!

ya and then went home and watch tv
after tv went to bathe,
after bathing went dining,
after dining went online
after online went blogging,
after blogging close window!!

YAYES!!

this should be ytd post...- com hang

2009-03-05T07:19:00.000-08:00

woo~~

have the urgeto blogwhile updating my other site

anyws, i got 21/25 for em and 31/40 for amath
today mrs tay called my parents and informed them the news, i was lik damn happy when they told me abt it..

woos~ at last,

many thank to mrs tay :)

k, today nth realli special except that for phy lesson... every1 kena cdc -.-''

forget it, nth realli to elaborate,

here to share a pic with u all, this is where i spent my last thursday at,

tsk tsk, no wonder i fail so many tests >.<

nice pic right?? my production eh

this 1 oso nt bad ba??

and im kinda in love with this pic~~

kaes, for more pic, pls visit my multiply site: www.forbiddencurse.multiply.com

kaes le, wait for my next post ba :)

2009-03-04T03:31:00.000-08:00

at last... have the time... to relax... in my... comfort zone- the net...
kinda..tiring? this few days dreaded me fatigue.. haiz
(wonder if i used the right phrase??)
ok.. passed few test and failed few tests as well...

kaes, today kinda a fuck up day...kinda la, as i said, means not realli tat fuck up O.o
my day today began at 5:45 when i saw IT...(nt suppose to elab, nth RA)
but everything went well then, so i proceeded to sch
was kinda chionging?? my china essay...-.- sucky

sch started with EL lesson where we got back our paper 2 and i was surprised that i got 22 out of 50... although i failed, but the improvement kinda tremendous??( if my vocab/grammar/spelling correct? )
nvm... still holding the wish that i might past with the EL paper 1... which was kinda a fat hope -.-
ok, after was em.. where i fall asleep(again?!!) halfway while teacher was teaching... was chionging hw at the start of her lesson and then sleep for awhile and then listen again and then end of lesson... lol, i think made time sounds shortened?? >.<

and then it was CD again...haiz, bth
cher today added AAABIT of colours into the the lesson..
she was talking abt sex la, and as u knw, a class of 34 boys... lolz

zhewei: cher the screen got 1 word is grope eh, wad it means arh??
miss mah: groped means u touch here touch there to someone else w/o looking at her lor
zhewei: ooo, can u demonstrate??

k, dunnid me to continue, i guess u all will knw wad follows next ba =.=

it was finally recess where i got down to 3f and play and play and play again-.-
HUAT ARH!! ... k, ppl of 3f u shld understand this la
that bloody loss of my precious pencil case had realli land me into alot and alot of inconvenience..
i have given bloody u a grace period to return me my pencil case...
and bloody u dont know how to appreciate the chance given!!nvm, u deserves some retribuition, lemme see how far u can go

and thanks wynette for lending me money to buy my calculator...
at first i borrowed $8 from her, and then i found out im still short of $1 to be able to buy the calculator... but then after that i found out that i would be left with $0 to eat if i spend all my money, hence i asked her for more money... this time she gave me $2...
was very kind of her to lend me the money... but just wondering la, wad food can be bought with $2 outside sch??
hence i went to steal another $5 from jonathan... pro? -.-
k, dun tok so much,

after recess el period.. slack
after el is amath test.. i think i need more confidence
after amath test is chem- surprise test again.
after chem go gesscove.. so sian..
after gesscove go home, i think its kinda better
after doing hw go online, which im doing right now,
after blogging press publish and close window!!YAYE BYE!!

2009-02-27T07:31:00.000-08:00

am waiting for the dl to complete
thus making use of this time to blog

k, thursday... sch, the first time i saw her so angry..
but well, she made sense anyw, thus, if u wanna be mischievious, pls have a limit :)

k, and after sch i went temple.. as usual, i spent 1 day of mine in the temple...
lol nvr study again
yep... kinda fun??
www.forbiddencurse.multiply.com
this is the blog where i post all the religion thingys inside, feel free to visit :)

k then after i went home to slack bla bla as usual slept and woke up

next day which is today it was kinda fine when we have pe again with the teacher wearing a shirt with BUTTONS -.-
kk.. and then was chinese, got back my test marks, kinda saddening/dampening/depressing/distressing, and last but not least, emoing
... yep, an improve in english, but a deprove in chinese
nvm, english more important, as wad the chinese comple pasage said-.-
kk, after then was recess when i spend my time... eatin lor
and then back to chem when i played a fool AGAIN
when next came ss when i stayed 15 mins for lesson
and finalli when for my npcc trg which we had road marshal activities
kinda... soso, still the same la

after when we come sch, very fun
50 pushups... needa thank u sia
lol, but still realli, fun
coz arh, whenever my body goes down, a drop of sweat will flow down my fringe and onto the floor, and 50 pushups = 50 drops of sweat ...
can imagine, my body nvr even touch the ground yet the ground so wet..

ok, dismissal, went withjona to talk to the ncos abt the coming training camp

yingjie led me away and we had a kinda good chat
at least i understand better for np nw la..
thanks ya :)
will try my best~~!

yep, after was a meeting where we met up and do the proposal which made jona kinda irritated but too bad who call his name so nice make the ci choose him to be the oic xP
lols, time now 11:43 on my clock, hes suppose to send to sir by 11:59
i wonder he could make it on time
well, all the best :)

k, tired le, go slp,
bye~!

2009-02-23T03:28:00.000-08:00

long time since i posted pictures...lol

mr chan lesson... burning of leaves in sch compound..

this is my cupboard/ mini storeroom

years of hardwork

realli years

my fruit of labour

today

flunk 2 tests liao cmi cmi cmi

zzz... nth much today.. jus that my plan have been postponed to tml, ppl who r closer to me shld knw wad plan it is... -.- lol?

k nvm, tml got np, shall hibernate myself to prepare for tml..

bye~

The previous time I fought was 21st October, are you trying to renew my record?

2009-02-20T03:21:00.000-08:00

lols, i wonder if i realli had the magic tat could make ppl i hate land into sadness
k wadeva, gonna post this bloody post up

sch started as usual, jus tat got scouts day then abit inconvinient for us
thn everything went like soso
pe the teacher wear like buttoned-shirts for our lesson
chinese got back my marks got 50% -.-
recess was same, playing ard with ppl
back to class for chem where mr paul lee came and addressed us
and until ss when teacher finalli came an talk to us abt the common test

at last it was dismissal and we all went fo lunch then went for np
i was hesitating for awhile as my stomach was aching a few mins b4 np start
i dont want to shit during np time >.<
k, and then my stomach regain energy and i decided to chiong for this last thing b4 the week ends
np was same..
shout till sore throat
our squad rifle drills = Cannot Make It
sing along session was fun when junkang was some sort of playing?
and at at last it is finalli going to be dismissal when i felt sth prick into my backbone
PAIN sia
until the sjab ppl have to come and address me

ya... and then played daidi on the arena steps
i wonder why i got so many luck in my hands la...
i actualli won again like so damn fast so many times
ya, then mdm zahara came,
"i jus wonder, if u all are hungry as i have some food," she said
lol, i took the whole plastic bag she gave and ran to the foyer jus to coop a box of snacks...
lol back pain... the pain dissolve at the sight of food

well... things may start well at times, but might not end well
its not as though that im scared of u
take it that im a coward if u wan to
im jus going to get the facts right here u bastard
my stress is increasing at the speed of light
hope u would understand
i wouldnt knw wad will happen when my tolerance break
"thanks for being my fustration vent-er" i would say
if u try to climb over my head, i kill
today, theres no girls( or rather onli 1 girl ) i close 1 eye,
get more girls to come and watch the show, i will make u the potagonist, i promise.
i aint gonna close 1 eye this time
im nw giving u 3 paths to walk
1st: attend the npcc annual training camp
2nd: come and lick my boots
3rd: u do neither of the above and i will come and look for u myself
4th: u come ad disturb me again, look below
4a: i ask teckwei down
4b: ill settle u personally

looks like im jus a weakling in front of u,
sometimes, respect have to be earned by violence.

2009-02-19T06:45:00.000-08:00

k, have the urge to blog...
ya, today lesson everything same la...
nth realli special..
just tat muzaffa was running a race today-.-'''

kk, assembly mr goh toking abt cca matters
blah blah

then go home, went for tution,
very fun ar today haha
and today is the first time i trully played with the teacher
k, the below dialouge to share with u all
tutor: may i know how to solve this problem ( pointing to the board )
me: use marker la
tutor: oh, then may we invite zhewei to come out to help us solve?
me: sorry cher, today had fractured
tutor: eh why fractured? pcc too much ar?
me: huh wad cher?!!!! PCC?!!! what did u said?!!!!
tutor: no la, u type ur comp to much then hand fractured right?
me: no!!! i rmb u say pcc right!!
tutor: no la, its BCC ( writing the 3 letters on the board ), u knw the email u type have the bcc 1? * giving the evil smile *
me: liddat oso can arh
tutor: then u heard of the cca NPCC
me: yes, nationalism peoplism communism communalism

then all the students like give the "donno" face
lol, tats wad u happen when u get too innocent,
the whole class like onli 2 or 3 knw the meaning of pcc,
then after class we were still discussing abt pcc...
and theres this guy toking abt play chinese chess as pcc... -.-'''''''

and ya, abt 1/2 of the lesson time was used to make fun of muzhaffa, k haven do hw, byebye

2009-02-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

k, have a great chat with xiuyun jus nw... abt how to bgr matters la, now i know how to work better le xD

*if u like some1, and u knw that the person has no interest, jus keep it in ur heart
*guys shouldnt rush into things
* shld sms more often so as to understand her better so that she keeps a gd impression for u
*can ask her out as friend to see with u feel comfortable with her
*nvr go for dates and then silence
*if ur crush is jus like a normal acquaintance( wadeva its spelt) then take more chance to speak to her- like wad i gonna do next

abt the asking part:
*after when u feel that u r close to her, drop her some mild hints
*if she hints u back, then its the time to ask
*with hints, the possibilities of being rejcted will be smaller
*mayb u can ask by popping out the qn after asking her out

tips
*girls are usually more mature
-they think more
-they weigh more stuff b4 they come to a decision

sth important
*if you are alr quite close to the girl, and then you say stead, but shee only treats you as a very close fren. she will try not to hurt you

k, as mentioned, all the above points r from xiuyun, i find them useful and want to share, its a good reference for every guy =D

2009-02-15T04:12:00.000-08:00

hello frens..
here i am blogging again..
well, was suppose to attend 3 classes today but onli attended 1 in the end...
because i was too hardworking and studied till too late ytd midnight!!
loll jkjk ytd night the movie to nice la.. as u knw arh, i cant control myself de... -.-

ya tution was soso?
still the same la, teacher talking down there i drawing down here
lolz?
zz waste money

and then bused home and started watching tv,
i planned to study for the whole afternoon actualli,
but then when i switched on the tv i couldnt control myself again
zz stupid impulse again..
today huang fei long disciple some kuan 1 come out wad..
interesting wad so bo bian, watch tv for 4 hrs nonstop

k, and then after it ended arh..
nt bad, i learnt sth
mediatation is real useful,
i reached a higher stage today, and this benfited me as i was able to concentrate better,
can u believe that i actualli sit down there and read a 5 paragraphs long passage..
it might be nth to some of u all, but its definitely a challenge to me.. T_T
and anyws, i found out that the rust in my brain is growing rapidly, i cant even do sec1 emath well la...
nw i have decided that,
i shall meditate more...
the time is worth investing,
believe me.. its interesting

k, time to get back to work,
bye all~

2009-02-14T04:06:00.000-08:00

k, changed my blogskin, change my url and went tagging ard...
hopefully my blog will be as lively at the past at the peak la...
k, im hungry, and i havent even started my hw!!!!!!!!!
darn... bye!

2009-02-14T01:17:00.000-08:00

well.. after much thoughts, i decided to put up this post on my blog...

it all happened during thursday
where after the chem spa, i realised that my pencil case was missing
and the next period coming up is phy spa, as u knw, we never dared to do anything during phy lesson, moreover this is a spa
hence, i tried to run to the chem lab back to search for my pencil case, i was like so damn desperate la.. searching frantically everywhere..
and then, i decided to give up, i decided to get back to lesson and replace the stationeries after sch...
and when i come back, i saw this guy that threw my pencil case back on my table...
then i was like totally wtf...
i scolded him, like of course la..
that was my fault for accusing some1 w/o evidence..

but then, i was scolded back...
that was when, i totally broke, i was at a point, where i dont even know im sad or angry

imagine, when u lost sth, after which u went searching desperately for it, and then u return back and found out that it was actualli there that somebody actualli tried to play a prank on u, instead of being apologised, u got scolded

that was the day, when i realised, that i shouldnt tolerate anymore nonsense
1 1/2 months have passed, i have been treated like a dog through this 1 1/2 months
i tolerated, and tolerated, u bullied and bullied
u take others weaknessed as ur shield, what guy is this? call urself a boy? i dont think u are fit

anyws, this post is to tell u, i have used up all my tolerance
u have ur shield, i have mine.
if u think i am jus saying this casually, try me, try me.

dont talk abt this to me in schoool.

2009-02-13T08:49:00.000-08:00

am in a good mood now so dun feel like talking about sad things that happened during thursday...
will talk abt it tml :)

today was kinda a good day..
ytd i slept b4 i could do all the hw,
so woke up at 5+ today to chiong
until abt 6:20, i chiong out of hse and cabbed to sch

today kinda fun la?
running in front of the whole sch eh,
yong qi ke jia
next proceeded to wearingof full u...
and then was amath..
then there was this stupid fake fire alarm...
i was chionging amath hw during amath lesson..
happy new year, take back hw die le
all any how do de

after was pe where mr teo play cheat and asked us all to lined up b4 the alarm was even started

pe was fun, we were over there cheering or rather jeering at the girls when they were playing batminton... -.-'''

chinese as usual... was like... forget it, as long as my grades doesnt fall, i wont breathe a word.

recess... went ard cooping food frm others, and i think i stole a fereror rocheo ba? spelt like that right? heckcare la,
ya, coop quite alot of ruffles frm sharmine, no choice, she too stupid, went to bring a big packet...

after was chem where the dusters went missing and everything as usual,
i kinda have to agree with miss mah that the chem teachers in gess is no good...
so ya, be prepared to flunk ur chem in olvls..

ss, at last im able to squeeze out sth... lols

after sch went to change back to pt and thats it, end of the day
didnt have np today

after sch went home chiong to buy the 4:50 mac and then went for haircut and i slept without even bathing and i woke up at 8 plus and then watch tv and then bathe and then online and then watch tv and then blogging now and thats it end of the day

and last but not least, i passed my marksman~!

2009-02-11T05:17:00.000-08:00

we seemed have to been seeing each other's faces for long, but today was the first time that we spoke to each other. Although the conversation did not last more than half a minute, but seems to last forever... kinda over-dramatic??
ok...
today was the first time i met her, yet...it was also the first time i got to know her bf...*heart-broken* :'( k well, i became friends with him...
k tml i will try to get close to her and become frens with her
i swear i wont sabo anymore relationship...
i did that once... and i got nth returned but jus a bottle of guilt..

k, perhaps perhaps, 1 day when she come to me crying abt her bgr with her partner, i could lend her my shoulder?? ^^

2009-02-10T06:16:00.000-08:00

k...
kinda met up with few interesting things...
so decided to spare some time blogging

ytd night, or rather today at 12:55am it was said to be the time where the moon is the biggest,
i turned up on the earth to meet with the moon... but it was kinda..
nt say normal, its still very bright actually, jus that, not that big as described la

and then today morning at abt 6:45 liddat, i was on my way to sch... then there was this big big big space where there were no buildings blocking the sky la..
tsk singapore govrnent build alot buildings... go increase lands la!!
ok anyw, i was on my way, where i felt a sudden shiver down my spine like something blowing behind..
then arh, i turned behind... woots~~
no ghost,
its the moon...
it was real big!! twice the size of the moon that we see normally la
thats kinda interesting..

ok and then b4 morning assembly...
it was kinda stupid of benjamin...
i was asking abt ss to the 3f students..
guess wad?
benjamin said this to me: if u ask so much, then whats the point of studying??
the next second, he was asking soonkong abt ss alr...
like totally wtf la -.-

ok, lessons are as usual,
except for during phy,
i went to dental.. kinda scary...
and i like somehow g od protection...
somehow, whil i was being dug, at the teeth la,
all the jius start coming into my brain... and my teeth and gums got numb suddenly, painless..
lol, the benef f being an active taoist..
lols jkjk

ya and then ss...
is like totally... URGH!!
cmi...
i spent first half of my time drawing the ppl piercing on the mouth blah blah...
and then finally start work...
o my 5 para, 2 are nonsensical, or rather 3?
ok, i think i would be famous after when the teacher flash my paper at the visual laser..

ya and then after it was np...
woots today was fun...
changing parade, followed by drills, followed by total defence rehearsal, followed by dismissal, and then sir teckwei talking.. very fun sia

good news of the day: WE ARE THE CAMP IC!! HWAHWAHWA

2009-02-07T22:26:00.000-08:00

at last have time to blog..
was studying the whole of ytd
and today
went for tution at 10:30
chem was... so so la
then english kinda fun??
now at home... mugging time liaos
bye~

sch wasnt as normal as the past...

2009-02-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

sch is totally... ARGHHH
totalli mad sia
tests are screwed up.. flunkng here and there
even exercises on books, i cant cope
i wonder i wonder~~
nvm...
cd was the best
onli time to play
after was assembly...
prceeding to the sch hall, i was caught red-handed by nadia doing sth -.-
zzz
stupid impulse
nvm... assembly was kinda nice too..
haha
still got tons of hw to do..
byes~

2009-02-04T08:23:00.000-08:00

my comments after a month as an upper sec student: death is a good release

2009-02-02T05:42:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to you ~~~

this is what that is happening in my house nw ^^

these are the food offerings

these are all that paper offerings we have... environmental friendly..lols~

tats all, watch the road on ur way to the school tml, dun step on the patches of ashes, or else u will knw wad will happen to u..

hwahwahwa~~~!!

2 more days ツ

2009-01-31T07:21:00.000-08:00

i wanna break free from this world.

3 days...I'll wait!! ツ

2009-01-30T03:30:00.000-08:00

kinda a fun day??
everything seems going fine to me..
woots, so happy thanks god

first a-maths.. blah blah...
then pe: tpk was scolding...zz
oh ya, good news, i marched in at 9mins 45 sec for 2.1km, means by average, i shld be able to reached the timing 11.1 ( to 3 s.f.) for 2.4 km lor
haha
next was chinese.. kinda..donno wad to say, just hope the change could take place as fast as possible.
and then recess..
lols, the baddies got their retribution.. serve them right.

back to class chem
went for chem spa.. our results like very good liao(compared to the others) just that our salt gt abit burnt.. haiz~
and then was ss...
i realli cant take it sia.. i think i going flunk ss liaoz..
must buck up le..

np today was quite good liao..
coz its like most of the time when i returnhome after np i will be angry for sth happened.. but today nt realli la..
and yep, thanks sir tw for ur eager in helping out... hehe, next time still got chance for me to approach u
wahahaha~

and nw finally reach home, bathe,dined, onlined, gonna go watch tv awhile then online msn le.

3 days from now~~~

4 days to go!! ツ

2009-01-29T06:01:00.000-08:00

i slept in both physics and chemistry today...
suprisingly, no 1 caught me..

at the end of physics lesson.. when im in lala land, i suddenli heard like sounds of troops marching, then i got back to human world...
i was like eletrocuted suddenli and my calculator dropped, i was like totally.. huh? wad happen??
and i woke up... i saw every1 standing up and then 2 teachers at the front.. then i finalli got it..
they were greeting the teachers.. -.-'''

nice elaboration?
kaes..
chinese was like.. totally...
god damn it
if u wanna go, pls dun hold further delay, just go la i tell u, i urge u, i beg u
if u gonna delay like this... u r just trying to make my results inversely proportional to the others...
in other words, u r indirectly trying to make me fail my exams,
in other words, u r just taking ur revenge... dotz
note: no names r up

assembly.. tok cock...
went home.. did hw, bathed, went temple, went tution, ate dinner, go temple again, onlining and blogging nw
sleeping soon(full stop).

5 days b4 ur arrival ツ

2009-01-28T06:52:00.000-08:00

i dunnid a friend like u, please fk off from my life
u hold people's weakness as ur shield, and bitch about the person when hes helpless
c'mon, be mature please... u have alr cross the limit
frankly speaking, i cant promise what i would do to u next
u have already climbed over my head, i wont give u anymore face
i dun care wad shitty discipline actions, once i burst, i wont say sorry.

no more humble pies for me.

last 6 days ツ

2009-01-27T04:35:00.000-08:00

whew~~
holidays past so soon :[
bo bians..
must faster blog.. then proceed to my hw liaoo...
tons and tons waiting for me

sunday
went to work after tuition..
got $10
totally salary after the whole weekend: $58 wahahaha
i rushed home for dinner with my guardian that night..
so left my parents at the shop...

after dinner watch tv then online blah blah...
on 1am, my parents finally came home sia..
at last sia..
we have our dinner and then went to temple at about 2:45 am,
that was new year then
hence we went to the temple to invite the caishen
invited, we went home.. gone through the rites, shou sui while, slept.

monday
i went to relatives house to pray year with my guardian as wad i have been doing since past..
my parents were too tired after working for the past month.. so nvr accompny me,
and 1 of the hse i went to pray year is actualli my parents hse,
so its kinda funny that i pray year at my own parents hse? lols zzz

woke up at 2 sth??
washed up, brunched,
and set off!!
woos~
went to tiong baruh as first stop... collected 2..
and then next fly to jurong... collected 5?
and finally swam to henderson... collected 1??

and oh yeh, at jurong i met a relative and he told me his from npcc..
not bad, liddat oso can make friend hahas

and ya, was funny at henderson, i was treated the abalone porridge, then my cousin keep bugging me for abalone...
zz i say dun have, the thing in my bowl is meat.. hahas, went she walking near me with suspicion i quickly stuff it inside my mouth.. and i almost got choked -.-

today
woke up at 10 for doraemon,
watch till halfway go and sleep le,
until 2:45? got awakened forcefully by my sis..
and when i wake up... my relatives they were all like sitting in the living room,
i walk out and give them my sleep look... zzz stupid
washed up, brunched, set off..
today so sian.. only go 1 place nia
but not bad, earned 3 ..
played daidi in my relative's place and won 3 in a row hahas XD
k thats all...
byes~

Bad day

2009-01-22T21:43:00.002-08:00

today was kinda a fuck up day
shitty fuck

day started with CNY celebration
and then blah blah...
until next was PE
yep, i took wanjuan's hairband and tie it to shuttle cock and then we play batminton...
and after was chinese...
dotz... wad a waste of time, shall nt elaborate..

recess... wad a fuck up period
k.. i went to 3f and chat with sk
guess wad? wanjuan gave me a big smack from behind..-.-

after, when i was returning back to class 3g,
there was this fucking bastard, that tried to fight with me,
he said i was the 1 that force the teacher away.. kinda bitchy?
boy, i aint gonna take ur bitchy behaviour anymore
its enough
the chinese teacher used these words on me yesterday: “当人家给你面子的时候，就不要得寸尽尺。”
and today, ill gonna use the same words to u with abit of changes:“尽然人家给你面子的时候，你不赏脸，你就自己看着办吧。”
im sorry, i have to resort to violence this time, i dun like ppl climbing over my head.

during recess..
theres another stupid thing that happened..
gwen was blaming me for cleaning the white board..
-.- was alr emoing...
cant be bothered to pay attention on her anymore...

chem.. tired throughout the whole thing
SS presentation... endured through again..
and finally, dismissal..
went home straight, now finish lunching,
going down to chinatown to help out in another 15 minutes,
hopefully ill be able to online at night ltr?
bb~

Bad day

2009-01-22T21:43:00.001-08:00

2009-01-18T05:48:00.000-08:00

wa...
finalli
at last...
the work is drowning me la..zz
totally: BO TIME TO ONLINE!!

saturday:
work up at 12, went to chinatown to help out in the shop,
in the shop is like totally no time for u to rest sia...
reach home at 11:30 pm
im not joking!
if u dun beieve, go to the shop in chinatown now!
it opens from 8am till 10am!
kaes, reach home and the bathed,
slept...

today:
woke up at 7:15
slacked, watch tv...
ate breakfast, went for tuition at 10
tution today was funny, wenying started to rebel in class alr... lols... next will be me XD
tuition ended at 1:30 for me
and then went to th shop next
and yea, didnt have time to slack at all AGAIN
pack the goods, help ppl find items.. blah blah
all the way till 9-plus
sneaked home,
and yea, onlining now...
gonna bathe soon after shi fu man ren jian end...

guess wad?
do u think i earn alot after this 2 days?
first day: $30
second day: $25
30+25=65
65- 25( for english books ) - 10 ( top up ez- link) - $10 ( today expenditure ) - $10 ( tml expenditure) = $10
like RAWRRRRR gonna demand for pocket money for tml!!!!!!
^^

work is tough, but its fun
1 more weekend b4 CNY
2 more days of work to go for...
toughen up!
whew~

kaes.. muz go le
still havent do hw sia..
hehe
bye!

2009-01-16T05:01:00.000-08:00

hello everyoneS
kaes, another week have passed, another acheivement, yet another lost.
lost of time..
time's precious, as long as every sec is spent meaningfully, its an acheivement.
and yep, i made 7days x 24hrs x 60mins x 60secs = 604800 achivement =]
ok, english this week was pretty work.. looks like i gonna improved my english..
physics was kinda slack? he actualli said that time is money, and yet... i feel that all the time he spent to make us go here and there... wasted our money -.- haiz
chemistry was slack? but was fun... whole class was very lively! :)
a-math was same... gained not little, and i think i wont fail for the test?
e-math was not bad? pretty good too
as for chinese? good la good la
summary- it was a real good week

kaes, as for today:

went sch earli, at first hope to be able to clear my doubts with hw with friends.. but time was kinda flying pass me sia...
bo bian, in the end onli practise a few amath question lor...
morning assembly...prize presentation blah blah...
go back class amath test... fun!! :)
PE- its all about running -.- but the teacher was quite good la, not the same as that impression the 2g`08 ppl left me
chinese- blah blah.. joke with teacher again...

k, tell u the joke of the day-
ytd, marcus was toking abt the chinese teacher's husband...
but then due to the fact that the teacher was always sarcastic and boasting,
she said :" 我的老公像刘德华呢。"
and guess wad i reaplied?
i said :" 是刘德福吧？"
and that made the whole class or rather the 2e`08 ppl to laugh...
lol so proud haha XD

k, next was chemistry...
went to lab...was kinda...
laughing throughout the whole lesson..
due to the fact that its practical? lol npe
zhihua was playing with chemicals
he added acid and acid and alkali all mix mix together.. lols
and then go play with water splash at gwen... dotz

k, and then got back for social studies... was lively too!!
and i leant that a class of less than 41 pupils could actualli clap non stop...lols

fun fun fun

k, after that is no more sch, then is np...
zzz edurance run today...
dun knw why, i actualli had no energy left after running for about 10 rounds..
its realli the kind of tired, not panting or anything...
perhaps bcoz i didnt ate much- economy no gd mus save money XP
k, np juniors, heres a piece of advice-if u cant run long, simply just fake that shoelace not tighten or shirt tuck out liao.. then u can stop awhile..
and i icked up another skill
fake leg blister, then u can slowly take out ur shoe and then ur socks and then slowly exmine ur feet... lols.. shall nt elaborate much zzz
and today.. realli had a nice talking from mr sandhu and teckwei in np...
hence, today was a real nice day!!!
but it was also a tiring day sia... PE run and run, and then go np run and run...
i think i ran more than 4.8 km today...gonna rub medical oil ltr..

HUAT AT!!

2009-01-15T06:22:00.000-08:00

another day past...
today was tiring sia
due to the bloody assembly
so wad if we took 10mins?
we alr got back our punishment by giving u our another very very precious 10 mins right? and wtf u go and drag and took another 15 mins of ours?
like WADTHEFUCK la
this is upper sec dude, we gotta study
k forget it, no pt toking so much to u

today had tuition at tiong...
was like omg...
u knw theres this dustbin right at the centre of these 2 lifts?
and just nw..
i was so rush tat i tried to chase after it,
its okay that i didnt manage to,
thing is that, when i tried to brake myself,
the i accidentalli pushed and the whole dustbin fell ontothe floor..
and u knw, theres this metal cap on top ofte dustbin,
hence, it didnt had a quiet fall...
i believe u can imagine la, go get ursellf a metal plate and then throw it onto the floor..
u knw wad u will get la...

so i was like so ebarrass la..dotz
lucky another lift came, so i faster hide myself frm the eyes...
and tuition today was pretty sucky ~~as usual~~ -.-

feel so sad for myself...

newtown student actualli answers better than me...

haiz...

nvm, quite chio anyw,

bu gen ni yi ban jian shi

2009-01-12T05:20:00.000-08:00

woots..
havent been blogging..
was real bz sia..
k, summary-

monday- very sian
tuesday- pon np suay suay stupid stupidkena physics rep
wednesday- ug orientation- like fuck
thursday- mr foo talking about striptist
friday- no PE.. zhihua ad edmund were playing during chem.. ss- kena sherlin tan.. haiz np...totalli sucks to the core.
saturday- sleep till very late and then go to shop and help out
sunday- go some club and get bursary

today:
woke up earli, broughtbreakfast and then on tv watch liang po po...
then sleep awhile and then proceeded to school...
was like keep jacking benjamin due to the defeat of chelsea..
then he was like keep giving the excuse that donno wad shitty hotel kena set fire... and i was like dotz... ...

a-maths- teacher have less than 15 mins to teach...sian

el- hear the tacher talk cock again... wan sleep le, and tml got 2 el again... like fuck-.-

geog-at last i learn sth in the day

phy- totally fuck up la.. nabeh, wad did i did wrong in the first place... cb fucker stupid sia,
anyw oso nvm, if tml i kena detent then i can skip np lor :)

em- unable to teach anything again.. so sian... poor her la

k, after sch go to hall le... while waiting for chl was like keep playing...
poor jon hon, kena jack by me for 1 straight hour...lols... stretch my facial muscles sia

2009-01-11T01:32:00.000-08:00

noted that my post got alot of words, hence added some pictures...anybody can feel free to report to teacher

my best picture taken in my whole life, i would like to share this with every1...

gambling den

this caused me 2 hrs of my life ytd...

i exchanged 4 hrs of my time for 250 dollars

2009-01-08T06:39:00.001-08:00

life is fragile

2009-01-07T05:03:00.000-08:00

could say that im stressed up currentli,
tons of hw waiting for me to complete,
somemore i alr have nt enough slp since monday,
coz tuesday got tuition,
plus today got cca..
moral of story- please have sufficient slp on sunday night...
now im forcing myself to stay awake...
zz...i realli...if i nw lie down straight, i can go aslp liao...
haiz.. bobian...chose amaths, have to face the consequences...
nw i cant manage cca and study...
wa, one day u can see all my post writing the same style as sharmine's
haiz
maybe what she said was realli the truth la?
bobian, just facce the reality,
k, actualli got alot to say 1...
today nt enough time..
cya sometimes ltr,
bye

Its just another 31days more ツ

2009-01-04T04:12:00.000-08:00

hello bitch, u r a bitch...
hypocrite is a better word for u,
u act like a guai gia outside, smiling to everyone,
but inside, u fcking show ur princess attitude.

nbccb, hope u kena rape outside by a 50+ uncle
i smile for u.

everything u do to me, i will rmb them deeply,
i pity ur favourite ___
coz, for every single thing u do to me, i will just double them and pay in return to ur favourite ___
so, dun push ur luck, i suffer, they suffr more.

i pity ur parents, they r like totally so damn gd to u, and...
u dont even give them the basic respect...
wad can i say? - fuck u!

hope u just walk out the streets and ddie suddenli..
who knows what will happen in the next second, u might just kena hantam by a hantu and die..
woots, i will cheer for u then.

moral of story- just fuck off from this world and everyone will smile everyday for sure

back...
today got tuition...
so sian... the teacher down there tok cock... haiz
wasted my money again sia..........

tml got sch till 2 o clock... like donno wad fuck zzz
skali tell me nid fall in again and then delay delay...
and oh ya, for seniors who are reading this post- i werent inform on last friday, hence i nvr attend :)

okok, must go prepare for tml school liao...
byes~

Its just another 32 more days!!

2009-01-02T03:34:00.000-08:00

first day of schooool...
considered not bad ba?
ms ma was fun... can bully her easily :P

today whole day was real tiring sia la
the stupid adress by head coach form coach and year coach
blah blah blah
i think the most stupid thing is the create the place...
waste of time la zzz

after sch pon np,
go tour ard tiong and then go nico house and finally dadi-ed
so fun~
2 big months nvr play le... haha

and now im damn damn damn tired, aching every where...
wan slp, but cant slp...

You might not be anyone in others' eyes, but your are definitely the one of my heart! Though I took you as a normal friend in the past 2 years, I only then realised it now when I see your real you.. You are just perfect.
I bravely announce you sitting on the rightful seat as my new crush, confidently say that you will be breaking the record as the longest sitter. Although I can't really look at the real you every minute, but so long as you appears to be in my mind every second, it is enough.
hope to be able to have the honour to love u...
signing off, zw

Its just another 34 days ツ

2008-12-31T08:16:00.000-08:00

woots~
happy new year everyone..
wonder if u all have finish hw????lols..
okok
must slp earli..
end post
bye ^^

The stupidest thing i ever done...

2008-12-30T06:27:00.000-08:00

gave up my bus while sitting down seeing 1 girl eatin burger
her back was facing me,
i gave up 2 bus,
when she stood up, turned 180 degrees,
i saw her...
i thought to myself- what a waste of time -.-

2008-12-29T08:39:00.001-08:00

woots~
just receive a news..
my appeal for the bursary in some private clubs appear to be a success..
supprising indeed..
but onli $200

haiz, everytime when receiving bursaries from the commuinity clubs, wwhen see those front ppl who took more money, i always got motivated, but then, when the time came, or rather in real life, i wonder where al the motivations went to liao? jiu xiao yun wai??
just hope that the next yr is a better yr...
god god, the mighty god.
give me power!!
ji ji ru le ling!

2008-12-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

woots...
i juz made another sibling ytd...
hwahwahwahwahwa

皇天在上，弟子张哲维今日与亚曼大埔恩妹子结为佛姐弟，请大伯公与圣诞老人作证。此时此刻开始，我与佛姐会相依为命，有福同享，有难不同当！

2008-12-27T07:16:00.000-08:00

woots was having a fun time webcamingwith amanda,

no la, onli she go on cam nia, i nvr go^^

since the chalet, realli have been a long time since i realli played with classmates..

woots, fun~~

wa realli hope the 2e bond_ _ _ will nvr end even though we split...

hopefully..

kk, last thing...

any1 pro with homework 1 can please help me...

i suffering terribly

2008-12-20T20:47:00.000-08:00

zaza
juz back frm tuition..
at first very scared 1.. coz donno any1 there...
nw i think dunnid liao la..

oh, talk about today...
woke up, wash up, watch tv,
set off~
then when reach there, guess wad?
zzz
they say tat the chem lesson cancelled,
then ask me ltr english lesson then come..
then nvm, so i go home watch doraemon

thn times to go, bus came earli, so i decidd to take a walk when reach there,
guess wad, i walk till i lost...-.-
then cabbed, another 2:80 lost..
then tution over,
went home,
using laptop... so sian at home..
haiz

2008-12-20T07:23:00.000-08:00

wish tan and wong happy bdae...

wong dun dare accept the file, so i have to post in my blog

birthday blessings:

Tan :

hope you fail in your o lvls, then retain then we cn at last become classmates!! woots...

zzz i was just kidding...

Wong :

hope u fail in your o lvls too so u wont grduate then u cant come back to be CI...

hehe, my first time giving ppl birdday blessings, nt very good at it, 多多原谅。

2008-12-14T17:50:00.000-08:00

are they just jealous of our development?

well, i just think it would be good enough if taiwanese could mind their own business and take good care of their president.

take care of urself before you laugh at others

2008-12-14T06:11:00.000-08:00

good video to share

nice?

2008-12-13T12:34:00.000-08:00

ok, changed a song...

blog is quite dead, but i aint gonna stop posting jus because of this..

now, heres a photo that i took in china

2008-12-10T03:39:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone again.

I think its getting bored if i continue blogging about my daily live, so i decided to tell an incident, or rather a tragedy, that struck on me 2 years ago.

Its been 2 years, but i could still remember every part of it very clearly, as the hatred and the anger in me, never died since the incident started.

I was having this tuition in some community centre in telok blangah. It was a mixture of levels.

There were p6s, 5, 4, etc. I was always the trouble maker throughout all the tuitions i went for. Maybe that was the reason, somebody got jealous...

She was a china girl. And well, i couldn’t deny that i have annoyed her at times, but i believe i do not deserve such things for things i have done to her in the past.

It was a Saturday, the last tuition that im having, as psle is right after that.

That day, when the teacher went to shit in the toilet, this china girl went to throw this dead cockroach on me, right on me! Of course, i believe if anyone that had been thrown a cockroach on, they would retaliate for sure. Hence it isn’t surprising that i try to take up that cockroach again, but she, she went to use her leg to step on that cockroach, and my hand almost became the victim too.

I was real angry, but i know that if i want to take revenge, i don’t have to do it right on that time, as there is still plenty of time till the end of the whole tuition. Being a religious people( during that time la ), plus i just learn the reincarnation sutras, i try to chant it for the flat cockroach.

Right on that second, this fucking china girl went to throw another dead cockroach on me. And this time i really can`t tolerate this kind of bully now, just then, the tutor come out of the toilet. ( i feel that it would be really a blessing if she came out 1 minute earlier or 1 minute later...)

She asked whether what the commotion was about, and i told her everything, then this china girl went to tell the teacher don’t know what shit. Then the teacher scolded me instead of her...

I was like totally what the fuck.. couldn’t stand it anymore..( tears of anger :’( haiz ).

So i decided to leave the tuition centre immediately( as it wouldn’t make much difference ) , and while i was packing my bag( throwing things into my bag ), the tutor shouted to me: “ go la go la! Faster go faster good! “ .. i was really speechless then... i pay u money for tuition, u every week like just come sit down put ur legs high nvr teach anything, and yet u asked me to go...another thing, after that she warned me in Chinese:” u better not go make my car, if not later i call police!”

Please la, u dun fuck here, whose the 1 at the wrong now? U din even hear my explaination.
But at last, i left the place, it wasn’t a really comfortable place to stay anyway.

For the china girl that i have been talking about, if u have read the above post, please don’t be lazy to not read this para, i wanna tell u, im just being very lenient to call u china girl. Do u knw what exactly u are? You are just a bastard. And when i say bastard, i mean a real bastard and im not just giving names. You know why? You know what? You go to geylang, u ask ppl what china woman are, you will get the answer, for today i shall be merciful and give u the answer, china woman = prostitutes.

And as for you, i wouldn’t use the term prostitute on you, why? Because i feel that you are already pitiful enough to not be able to know which penis had cum on your mother to produce you. In other words, you don’t know which father you come from. To be simpler, you have no father! Hence i didn’t pursue the matter.

And as for that tutor, i feel that you are not fit to be called a tutor, because you don’t even carry the most basic expectations that a normal teacher should have. You are just a slutty bitch after all, so what if your son reached high targets in his school? I curse you to be abandoned by your son 10 years later, listen up, its 10years, not 20. I curse you to not be even able to go into an old folks home. And i curse your husband to die now. 10 years later, when you lose your son, lose your husband, become as lonely as an old hag, then try to recap, recap what have you done to me 12 years ago, the things you are having in your present state in 12 years time will be your retribution.

当庭长了

2008-12-09T09:59:00.000-08:00

woots~
today i gonna be sleeping in the living room
no particular reason..
just that i want to know how does it feel to sleep on a wooden chair (with cushions of course)

just started with the sec3 books...
will stop at 3..
or maybe 4?
depends..

im suffering from isonmia..
or rather because i slept at the wrong time?
i woke up like abt 2:45pm(earliest) or even ltr and ltr everyday..
and i sleep like at 5? 5:30? today was 8:45, saturday nite i slept at 11am...
perhaps i could have a better sleep on a wooden chair?
just hope that i wont see "sth" ltr...

stalk and stalk

2008-12-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

hols life is getting more and more bored as days past...
and i finished the ink of a new bought g2 pen within 2 weeks just by doing sudoku
wa.. nw i get bored with sudoku le...

hols life sux man...
but thanks to my gd friend fransisca...
gave me a mission to stalk which could kill my time..
thanks :)
oh shit.. y am i telling u all?
zzz..
anyw i stalk outside sch 1, nt gess
so for SOME people, if u would want to stalk for who i stalked, pls, save ur efforts.

well.. now im thinking, how am i going to face 2009...
haiz, maybe its time i learnt how to survive without girls..babababa
i think it gonna be worse than a survival camp man..
all the old enemies...
haiz
期待每个明天都会比每个昨天好。
是福不是祸，是祸躲不过。

竟然今天是我第一次用华文与大家沟通，那就献给大家一首友情诗吧。

人生之古谁无屎，
有谁大便不用纸，
如果大便不用纸，
何必要有大便纸，
赠你一卷大便纸，
希望友情不终止。

kays, shall end my post here.
may blog again if i get too bored ltr...
byes~

2008-12-03T09:06:00.000-08:00

woots!
100th post~
got sth special to tell u,
actually oso nth much la
its just that...
haiz... i ponned my training again~~ XD

2008-12-01T07:36:00.000-08:00

Through this 2 weeks, a lot of things happened, should i feel sad? angry? scared? or happy?
lol...emotions/emoticons.. i had alot of them in msn, but nt in real life

i should feel (sad and angry) = dissapointed cause i just saw something wrote in SOMEBODIES blog shooting at me

i should feel scared cause i still don`t know which hell im going to next year, im just worrying that i might get into the hell together with people who i really hate, xue te, its my stupidity that made me choose physics, despite knowing the fact that it is a popular subject among so many idiots...

and i shld feel happy because my site had became a popular site by people suddenly after my last update ^^

woots, shan`t let too much emotions get into me. Although im starting to hate her.

fellow readers, im sorry again i wont be able to blog about the trip i just went for due to my laziness, shall once again spent the holiday to rot... woots~~

2008-11-28T10:22:00.000-08:00

wow..
cant believe that my site is so dead...
nvm...
still gonna blog tml,
i just came back and my eyes still havent got used to the screen the com is giving me..
bye and see ya tml~~

2008-11-21T16:31:00.001-08:00

im actual;li using com in the airport...
onli 3 mins,,,
RAWR
bye~~

2008-11-20T12:14:00.000-08:00

hello...
blogging at 4 oclock plus..
shiok, if any of the sleeping ppl wake up then more shiok..
sing song for u liao..
nvm, news first..
ill be away to china for some praying activities from 22nd till 28th
yep, 1 week :)

k, now news finish, some videos from my sis tat i would like to share with you guys
u will regret if u dun watch this 2 videos~~

hundred miles~~~
-.-

wad cock u want?

2008-11-15T07:49:00.000-08:00

learn to admire

2008-11-09T02:29:00.000-08:00

Mood swings, today is the first time i truly encountered them
shouldnt have bothered the 2 fucktards so much.
the word hatred had been lost in the deep blue sea for 2 big years,
and yet, it just came back and paid me a visit today
have lost confident in them...
well, why am i making this post..
waste time
haiz

wish the 2 of u nvr get to fuck
byes~

2008-11-08T22:05:00.000-08:00

hello..
here to post about the class chalet
im very late i suppose? :)
yea, indeed i am
lols...
kk, here i start
1st day- 3rd November 2008- monday
approximately 12 sth, i setted off from home for nico's house, he offered me a free ride!! woots,
thx uncle :)
yea, reached there, 1:45? then nico and his father started the tradition checking for chalets..
while i sat there playing my gameboy -.-
then after nico father left i started setting up my project..
lols..
took me quite a long time man..
at last my combination of tao and hindu is set up!!
WOOTS~~
HAHAHAH
and then ppl arrived liao..
then we started playing big 2
and i started the vulgar joke
xi ni ma de, was originally supposed to be die ur mother..
but due to our bad chinese and hokkien, it turned to become wash ur mother ** -.-
then we started washing each others mother**-.-

5 sth liao..
i started the idea of going to the imm...
then every1 ( which was marcus, jeremy )wan folo except for nico..
then we at first pangseh wy,
and then he tried to go and ask for nico,
and then donno for wad reason he was distracted, then we asked nico pangseh him -.-

pang seh pang seh and all the way we pangseh till imm
we led him to a wild goose chase there... it was fun..
having some1 searching desperately for u...
zz, better stop here, if not he come and read my post, ltr my tagboard got another anonymous come here kaopeh liao..ZZZ
then we decided to settle and dine at mac...
go there, eat, and then lame jokes liao..
XD
my favourite session HAHA
went back, watch chucky in the girls bunk..
they said wynette tot it was some kind of comedy ar? such a naive and childish tot of hers.. LOLS XP
they got so high wen the saw nude pics-.- actualli oso nth 1 la..
so sian, abit onli they got so high..
finish watching its supper time liao...
ate, and then started watching tv alr...
XD
feng yun, xiong ba tian xia..
my childhood show!!
so cool~~
by the time im watching, they alr lights out liao le..
onli left my tv lights,
every1 was sleeping in the boys room onli leave me and wy awake,
but interestingly, we can still hear noise from the girls bunk
so me and him decided to go to the girls bunk and big 2 again..
then the queen dun allow us to go up, so we have to use torch light to big 2..
not bad, new experience......
but we went up to the second floor eventualli donno bcoz of wad? our noise?
and nadia dragged me to the room :x
babababa english error... dun think dirty.. XP
she asked me abt the riddle..
and its nw revealed
next we played the game of life and i think the girls went over the boys bunk liao..
buay pai, girls went to the boys bunk and boys went to the girls'
now ppl present in the girls bunk are nadia, arham, wynette, asleep eunice, and last but not least- me!!
after the game of life ended, we all went down the the first floor
that was when all the ghostly things started, arham was doing his so called yoga...
and stupid me go take pictures..saw sth :x
me, nad and wyn, we 3 caught sth inside the girls bunk,
i saw sth in the picture i took,
nad said she hear some1 saying "ei" behind her, when she was clear tat no1 was behind her..
as for wyn... she said she dreamt of chucky attacking her from behind...!!!!
tat was the lamest thing i ever heard...

kk, shall end here, next part is morning alr, ill continue ltr,
havent eat la...settle my brunch first :)
ill be back~~

2008-11-05T18:28:00.000-08:00

this blogger is fucking slow....i had actualli added an imeem and wrote 2 big para but idecided to delete them due to this fuckcing blogger...well im changing window now, if imeem still cant work, i promise my computer, i gonna give it a hard punch

2008-10-30T07:03:00.001-07:00

ello..
last post b4 i go to the camp...
they say got campfire..
zzz
the moment i think of campfire and bag check arh, i can die alr...
phobia of camp..
everytime got campfire we nid to perform 1 skit..
somemore i think this yr their theme is movies..
wa, die die and die!
bagcheck, those who went for the combine camp this yr u all should knw how scary it was, it was juz lucky that jiahong went for ns, hope he wont turn up in this camp, if not i realli die there le...

reporting time for the camp is 13:30,
yet we were to report in sch at 8am...
the seniors...
bu huai hao yi!
die liao lor..go there donno do wad shit this time...haiz...
and i juz flooded my brain wif ghost stories of pulau ubin from then internet,
hopefully when i realli meet a ghost there i will knw its name la...lols

ok,
after the camp,
rest for 1 night at home,
next day,
chalet!!
lols, i juz finished constructing 1 fa qi (法器)
hehe, have fun during the chalet...lalalla
hope to have fun during the chalet after such a surviving competition...
kaes le,
see u all during the chalet,
hopefulli we shall meet some ghosts there~~~
byes~

im bored!

2008-10-25T00:55:00.000-07:00

2008-10-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

hello...

last post b4 i proceed to my big project..

ytd went to my biggest shopping...

my mum pocket kena me bomb 1 big hole XD

k dun tok abt it liao..

i found this pic in blogskins, i felt tat the gal at the left side looked abit like lailin, and the 1 at the right look abit like amanda..
the 1 at the centre...
mdm siti perhaps? wen shes not pregnant? lols...
juz bring random:)

as i said, i was juz being random :)

2008-10-22T06:27:00.000-07:00

today... evrything the same...
sci camp again -.-
how i wished i could be suspended like nadia liddat....

today them fuck up la..
morning assembly end kena called by teacher liao..
wan see us for np thingys...
tok as if we everyday pon...
somemore we are regular "customers" of np..
go there scold scold scold tok cock..
kao pei.. i was like wtf liddat..
if i known i wouldbe called up, i would have pon some trainings b4 tat, tat would be more hua suan...

ytd was memorable day..
durng recess, justin was searching his paper when it was just right in front of him...
-.-
and then he tried to reach for my paper, andthn he see not his name then he throw it back on the table( in front of me )
and then i took up my paper and see...totally like crushed liddat...
nvm, i wont mind, i stilll can joke..
then i shout out: eh dunnid say sorry ar?
then he shout back: i say alr right?!
i was like totally wtf?!!
nabeh jibai, i fuck ur mother and then say sorry u wan anot?
u say sorry like so damn soft ants oso cannot hear how i knw u say sorry?
cb fucker, u father die ready i knw, and then he left his cock and balls wif ur mother i knw,
and then ur mother go do operation and sew it on her tat part...
tats y u call ppl to suck their mother cock,
coz u grown up wif a mother that has a cock..
go gay ur mom la u fucking attention seeker!

ppl is willing to forgive u for the fact the ur father has died,
but did u even appreciate it?
teachers scolded u for ur own good, what did u did in return?
did u appreciate their kindness? the ans is NO!
in return, u cursed their parents and their family..
please la, u can seek attention now in school, not every1 will mind, but wad if u go out?
i dare u go act gangster and seek attention from black dragon gang la...
tat 1 my gang, jurong west, u wan further infomation?
i can give u, my person in charge is call kim leng, limpeh 1 fone call every1 will come down alr, wan try? nabeh jibai! i didnt retaliate 2 times tat u make me doesnt mean tat im a good pushover..
try me tml, i make sure u fly down the singapore flyer!

2008-10-20T05:33:00.000-07:00

yep, this is the video :)

muz go to the 32 to 33 seconds and the repeat ab hor :)

2008-10-19T11:06:00.001-07:00

nice anot? i think this is the nicest pic i ever taken eh
fuck..i wasted like 30 mins on this stupid blogger...
really cant make it...
they juz fuking cant process my video..
stupid

2008-10-18T05:36:00.000-07:00

Congratulations for completing the race!
A very warm welcome to you!
Enlightenment isnt far from you after you have reached here!
Heaven have been touch by your determination!
Once again, congratulations!

OK, shall stop the crap here..
but really thanks for coming :)
K,
in my blog, thats this little riddle,
the first person who solves this riddle,
you may get enlightenment.
this is sth that is hidden in my blog,
search for it and write it in my taggie
ty..

and yea,
rmb to report ur name in the tagboard once you have reached my blog so i can write down the position!! :)

2008-10-16T01:55:00.000-07:00

yoz...
ya, knw y i nvr online ytd nite again?
coz i sleep from 2:30pm to 10:30 pm, and then from 2:00am till 6am, pro right?
ya, tats y nw i cant sleep >.<
nvm, i shall blog abt the results nw...
haiz, i think i this yr will top the class liao( from the bottom )
lol
who cares?
zzz

eng- 52/100 ( tempo 1, may be lower )
chinese- 108/160
math- 61/100
science- 52/100
lit- 46/100
geog-58/100

mrs tee pro la...
u knw arh, she say the macbeth test gimme 61%
in the end become the total of ca2 gimme 61%
wtf... nvm, of course i wont sign
at most argue wif her, coz my vid is 70 % ready,
if total i get 61% then i really kena drag down alot la...

yep, i think most ppl will think tat my results this yr really sux..
ya i think so too..lol
bobian, coz since the start of yr i alr liddat le la...haiz...
nvm, nw juz forget all abt the results, juz let me be carefree for this once...
i shall go for all my freedom nw...
atmost let next year be my chionging year la..

lets talk abt ytd,
lol, i really pity wy, who got lowest for science paper..
too bad la, last time keep making me,
now its my turn to disturb u alr la..
i dun care now is wad week b4 the school ends,
as long as u disturb me in a way i not happy,
i return u twice the amount u gave me, pig-born mosquito!
lol...this is juz 1 small name, actually still got alot of funny-yet-hurting words, just that i dun wan bo too bad onli...
see i so good, still dun kneel down and thank me..
lols
dun tok about u le, waste my jing shen..

2008-10-14T14:39:00.000-07:00

k le,
time to bathe,
byebye
cya in school :)

2008-10-14T13:08:00.000-07:00

amithabha
i wished i had not ordered tat...
OMG... tats so...eww
mayb its nt suitable for me la,
u knw, when i first open up the wraper,
i saw the damn creamy part, the very green part,
guess wad i do?i go and took it as my first bite...
then i held there i look at my com,
within 5 secs, u knw wad happened?
i think smoke almost came out of my nose la..
oh mine, tats so damn hot la...
nt the chilli type, this 1 gives u a slow poison...
i will nvr buy this again...
and u knw arh, the milo, i wonder if the person making it was sleeping or wad?
totally like so damn watery, i thik half of the cup is filled wif ice le la..
maybthey really sleeping nw -.-
i wished i had added pepper into my fries...
i think i really cant take wasabi la..
nw i wasted all my money, tml oso dunnid eat alr lor...

2008-10-14T12:03:00.000-07:00

yoyo halo halo...
time nw 3:04 on my com
XD
u knw wad?
i reach home at 2 sth...
and then i slept all the way till midnight then i wake up and online.. lolz

nt bad la today...
bowling was ok...except of the posture damn gay..
lolz..i got a funny vid of justin from marcuz..
if ur wan go find marcus,
tats damn stupid la
haha

wa..3 more hrs..
oh ya, i haven bathe..lols
nvm, 6am then bathe :P
juz called for mac delivery..
i wonder how the wasabi thingy taste...
u knw,
juz nw wen i go and call for delivery,
i told the lady at the fone: "i wan the wasabi thingy"
then she was like huh???
her voice suddenly change, mayb coz she dun understand wads the meaning of thingy..lolz
and there goes my pocket money for tml >.<
ARGHHH

tml i think getting bac lit paper liao..
haiz, happy new year for every1..

and shit, my hair is damn messy, ltr the guy knock the door ho seh liao
haha
k, enough le, nid go viwawa le XD
bb

2008-10-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

yoz..get to blog
today geog test...i kee siao...
coz ytd midnight watch tv till 2:30 am...
and then today morning wake up..
shiok~~
dying ar=.=

wa go for geog test..
everything last minute work..
XD
then go for the exam..
can tell u, i kee siao alr...
the words know me, i donno them.
i spend onl 5 mins, i look through all the questions alr...
u knw y?
coz i skip like donno wad la...
and then i decided to surrender liao..
i spend the next 30 mins, going to the last pge of the scripts,
which is a blank page,
i go there drw all my hindu god, and then draw y taoist flag and then spend 15 mins of that to sleep...
then i realise that 1 teacher come in..
finally, i started work liao la..
all anyhow, can u imagine that, map work and basic techniques, i left them blank-.-
GG alr la...
NA NA la
dun care express anot ready...
tml is math test,
tml night i nid to go sort of taoist thingy...
so tml whole day mu eat vege-.-
and then tml the whole day gone, dunnid study science, so can predict that i flunk science too...
aiya at most no pure sci nia.. heckcare le...
wan go watch tv le~~
BB

2008-10-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

hi and bye

2008-10-01T05:50:00.000-07:00

wahahaha
every1 is out now...
left onli me at home!!
woots~~~
2-3 hours of freedom
haha!
gonna go out to buy chocs ltr XD

dad and mom going to temple to listen to hua yue (some kinda china ulu ulu music) -.-
yaya..try my best to study..
shld be able to concentrate wif the help of chocs..
XD

and and,
tuesday night i needa go to temple...
wouldnt be bck until 12 or 1 plus...
wednesday is science paper...
haiz...
try my best...

pls gimme some chocs on wednesday morning!!!!

2008-09-30T22:19:00.000-07:00

yeah..
put imeem on my blog...
updated bb

2008-09-28T08:12:00.000-07:00

fuck la...
stupid la knnbccb
this com totally wasted me 4 hrs...
i frm 7:20 online till nw...
i 7:20 online coz i wanted to o recordtv and record theF1 thingy..
knnccb the internet down
fuck u la ccb
if tml i flunk my chinese, then its ur bloody fault.
cb

2008-09-21T05:46:00.000-07:00

hehe... the previous post i had actually missed alot of things, shall include them in this post...

stupid eh...mdm siti forgot marked 1 of my question in the test...

somemore its 5 marks 1 eh-.-

sth funny la..actually xav got 38 and i got 37...

after changes, i got 42 and xav got 41 XD

ps for including this in my blog...sry ar

friday after training...

the whole squad slacked at the arena there...

and then they were chatting wif sir weixian there...

walao eh..i kena sabo la...

ZZZ...they were toking abt kee tang and stuff -.-

and then jk and yc go tok abt the hotel...

RAWRRRRRRRRr

and then sir keep advise me here and there abt the stuff...

>.< >.< >.<

satuday nite very tiring...

nid to help my father carry the xiang lu frm chinatown to redhill...(by lorry)

although it was by lorry, but its still nt easy, coz arh, u cant lay the xiang lu down for 1 second, it MUST be always carried on u... so arh, i almost kena disfigured la...

imagine urself, 1 pieve of metal wif weight abt 10 kg on ur laps, and somemore infront of u got 3 burning joss-sticks, and then u r sitting in the middle of a lorry, so u cant lean against anything, plus that the lorry jerk alot, so the joss-sticks can hit ur face anytime...

but, at last, i endured through the whole journey!!

today another tough journey,

was some kinda taoism festive celebration, i wont elaborate too much in case u all dun understand...

there was a lack of manpower, hence im picked to beat the drum

this type

dun underestimate it as wad i did, its super duper hyper heavy la( abt3 kg)

plus the amount of strength u nid to beat it to create the sound they want...

and then it was like, there were alot types of rhythm, its nt easy to beat k?

i donno cork up how many times la..

i can tell u, i beat it for abt continuously 1 and half hour, and i was like, worst then run finish the 2.4 liddat...

then wen back to temple, somebody nid the drum, so i "lend"it to him...

hehe, wen he using i faster run away,

and then wen he finish using i alr gone le XD XD XD

CONCLUSION: THE WHOLE WEEKEND WAS TIRING AND THAT I DIDNT COMPLETE MUCH WORK!!

2008-09-19T20:21:00.000-07:00

at last...
was having a hard time to enter blogger...
was damn busy this few days la...
its like everyday with the stupid lit project...
wednesday and thursday the whole of that 2 night i was doing nth else but the vid editing for MB
thursday night do until 2:30 and then finish ironing beret 3:00am and then lie on bedcannot sleep, so its 4:30, so sum up, i slept onli 2 hrs
haiz...
anyw, ytd had our last np parade...
3rd class drill test..
totally cork up la...
so many mistakes...
we din even touch the batton then the test end le...zzz
after np went slack and then go home
lie on bd on 4:30 pm, and slept till today 7 am...
i wonder how im going sleep tonight,
oh ya, i wasnt even supposed to sleep tonight :X

kk...nth to tok, so end here,bbb

2008-09-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

gangstar kim leng: eh knnbccb! wad nt happi ar? com park lane larh... c hhu bigger... salakau+airport+yakuza or ur little gang!
11 Sep 08 22:22218.186.12.10
gangstar leavin u alone doesnt mean i m scared. it juz means tat i m freakin pist.i m onli leavin tis blog alone cuz its my brother's frens
11 Sep 08 23:27218.186.12.10
haressh nvm... i ask him don come ur blog alr:)
12 Sep 08 20:39218.186.12.10
haressh lol... sry... my fren a bit angry...
12 Sep 08 20:38218.186.12.10
gangstar if u r a guy, brin ur gang come park lane. if i don c u, i will personally come down 2 ur bro's skool n kill him
12 Sep 08 14:55218.186.12.10
gangstar haiz... small fry... don argue wif u, scared means scared
11 Sep 08 23:03218.186.12.10
haressh zhe wei, can u pls delete the tags? they dun look very 'nice'
12 Sep 08 21:20218.186.12.10
gangstar btw, i m nt d dumb spammer
10 Sep 08 21:59218.186.12.10
gangstar black dragon gang? some nub shit gang? cmon la... i m connected to lyke 3/4 d singapore 'underground'... wanna try kill me?
10 Sep 08 21:58218.186.12.10
haressh lol... gang fites r nt in d open r they? lol... can we pls cut tis topic? damn lame sia...
12 Sep 08 21:20218.186.12.10
gangstar don dare me
12 Sep 08 14:55218.186.12.10
gangstar nvm, don look dis blog alr
11 Sep 08 23:04218.186.12.10
gangstar so i m not jus throwin names
11 Sep 08 23:04218.186.12.10
gangstar btw, i hav frenz in yakuza n airport
11 Sep 08 23:04218.186.12.10

is there a diff between haressh ip address and the so called "gangstar" 1??
nvm, every1 rmb to go to the tagboard see, i wonder wad excuse he going give next abt this ip issue -.-'''

2008-09-09T06:12:00.000-07:00

ello ello!
my tagboard is dead, posts are dead, blog is dead!!
no la, donno which bastard go spam my tagboard juz nw.... wish him or her got retribuition :)
k lets tok abt sunday first...
i regretted...shouldnt have slept till 4pm...
bcoz of that, sunday night, the whole night u knw, i din sleep at all la!
i can still remember la, the rain started at 5:45 and ended at abt 6:05
and then went to eat breakfast liao and watch liang po po at channel 8...
hehe at the same time do my chinese essay...
and then i went sch... wa... cannot tahun...
to make myself alive, i juz kept on toking to ppl la...no matter make sense or crap, juz tok la...
then after sch, i went home straight la,
on the way home... knn they went call my fone and tok donno wad la..hehe, i think this is the first time i hang someone's fone :)
after that, i went home...fly onto the bed...
all the way till 11:00
woke up, bathe, eat, chiong uniform, chiong hw... and then watch liang xin fa xian till 2:30am
do u think i got sleep? ans = 1/2 yes 1/2 no
i lie on bed till 5:10 then sleep la... 6:30 kena woke up again-.-''
sian... today i totally cant tahun la... but then got shooting so i endured... all the way till nw, kaes, need end le..i cant tahun le... hope i can go sleep until 6:30 then wake up la..

ex-classmates are fucking bastards

2008-08-28T22:16:00.000-07:00

i do hope it rains now,
firstly, the rain can lemme vent my fustration and anger,
secondly, it would trap the bunch of fucking bastards there, i hope they slip and fall and drown and then die. that would be the best
dun feel like writing any formal thingy, its quite tiring...
so ill juz write informal without any names.
haiz, i actually thot today would be a wonderful day as i would be meeting them out again...
such a wishful thinkingof mine...
was still outside the sch,
din even took 1 step in.
b4 i could visit my ex-teachers, i bursted
mayb he was juz joking?
but lemme tell u this, u arent very close to me, i wont be able to take your "joke"
cb fucker, go home lick ur mother pussy lar.
u r lucky tat i went away quietly, i couldve go wif noise...

i feel that i shouldnt be so quiet anymore, this seemed to makes ppl think tat im a pushover...
nvm, i wont tolerate anymore stupid nonsense from u, come and see my form teacher mr premchand when school reopens ba.
k shall end here... din mentioned any name..
my blog will be private after tonight.... view all archives and grab anything u wa as soon as possble..

Post made for an attention seeker.

2008-08-22T00:01:00.000-07:00

Well, wouldn`t you consider a little overboard? Banging doors, throwing chairs, threatening people, don`t you think you have already crossed the limit?

I`m not really angry with you, neither am I feeling sad of what had happened. I just feel a little pathetic for you, as no matter how much you do, you can`t get out attention.

Err, should I say that you have been seeking attention from somebody...? **sigh** sad for you that the person did not pay much attention on you...lolz

Hmm, actually, one thing i have notice from you, is that, actions you do to attract attention are quite familiar. Seemed to be some actions that some stars did in their films. For this, i advice you not to watch any such films. This is because- the more you watch, the more you learn. The more you learn, the more you want to act out. The more you act out, the more I would want to puke. PLEASE, they are idols- ou xiang, and what are you?? ou xiang? Nah, i think you are more suitable to be my ou tu de dui xiang.

Hmm, to be frank, i actually envy you a lot. I wonder how you got such thick skin to do such things. Erm, is this a compliment or an insult? I think you should answer the question yourself.

And please, go home and reflect what you had been doing, dun blame me for saying this, but this is real true. you ha really been affecting our studies dearly, we have very bright future, please, gain some good karma before you die so that you can have a better afterlife.

I don`t really mind going to the gess centre with you. Its just that it is the seventh month now and my parents are busy, try insulting me again after seventh month, but don`t blame me for whatever that happen to you.

Okay, enough. I`m done with my piece, doesn`t mean that I`m done with you. This is less than 10% of.... Shouldn`t elaborate that much. Last thing to add, this post is not done to vent my fustration, its also written behalf of some of my other classmates that i feel that they would thank me for writing this. And yeah, this is just a formal 1, I could`ve written an informal 1, but i don`t feel that this is the right time. Never mind, if u disturb the class once more, it wouldn`t be too late for me to write the informal one then.
NOTE: NOBODY`S NAME WERE MENTIONED.

2008-08-16T10:35:00.000-07:00

changed blogskin... should be easy for every1 to tag le ba?...
nth much happened these days...

Im determined to make you fall.

2008-08-08T03:35:00.000-07:00

friend,
u havent tok to me since ytd,
stop isolating me, pls...
our convrsations used to be very very lively...
but nw, it seems that im the onli person toking in all conversations...
pls, dun leave me out...

getting lotsa mood swings these days..
thinking tat after today my mood would be able to go up...
...
today, nt onli being unable to cheer up, my mood went to the base..
getting fustrated abt things tat juz happened...
nt onli 1 or 2 things... is tat...all ba things struck on me together, wrong place and long time...
perhaps if those things happened at home, i wouldnt be tat sad,
at least tats a place for me to ent my anger...
but all that happened in sch...
no matter how angry i was, i still had to put up a smile...

after parade, went home imediately...
slept for 3hrs...
nw, my throat is down too,
still quiet and tired...
was kinda fustated...
donno y..
i feel that i gonna get some problems if life continues on like this...
perhaps i may need a counsellor...

this following para, is for a guy in our class, i think this shall be my last post for you...
try my best nt to use any vulgar language today

k, i think up to this point,
u should be very clear who u are,
please do not think of reasons why i am nt going to the teacher...
if im nt wrong...u should be thinking tat u r lucky? or r u thinking that i fear u??
nope, u r wrong...
if u are still finding reasons to satisfy urself..i suggest u stop, cuz, i have tot abt it, i decided to tell a teacher about it regardless of wadeva reason...
this time, no matter wadeva reasons, i wanna see u down!
i felt that the onli way that can make u guys more disciplined, is to rule u guys in fear,

oh ya, dun try to think tat i donno anything..

from this whole month, i can see that wad u have done is juz trying to attract attention..

lols, hey guy, i really pity u...aww, dun feel too sad,

juz to tell u b4 i proceed,

anody who wants use me as a investment in order to acheive more attention from others, ill grant ur wish, u will get ur attention, but i shall not be ur investment, YOU SHALL BE MY INVESTMENT!

we can play a game if u want to, but i will be the 1 to set the rules!

as long as u r living on the earth 1 day, i will pity the plants...

be prepared, i aint gonna let this off easily...

nt going do so...

2008-08-07T06:55:00.000-07:00

amithabha amithabha...
sry Paul... i nvr realised u tag at my blog to call me do tat quiz till i go cbox...
k, i do it nw.....

State 10 random facts about yourself, then tag 10 people to do.
1. I maybe werid?
2. Slacker
3. Lazy
4. Playful
5. Bully
6. Clever
7. Smart
8. Wise
9. Lame
10. Serious??
10 people to do:
1. SHARMINE LOW :P
2. WYNETTE :P
3. Terence
4. Tracy
5. Harresh
6. Jonathan
7. Choonkiat
8. Sweeeeeeehong :p
9. Fransisca Prata :p
10. NicoDAEMUS
1.What is the thing you want most?
No Homework.
2.What is the thing you want to do most?
Get Past Sec School. Pass Out As SSG.
3.If you had 1 wish,what will it be?
No One Else Can Have Any More Wishes. *Evo Laughs*
4.What are you afraid to lose most?
Her
5.What will you do when you're dying soon?
Pick Up A Rifle And Shoot Down Random People. :D ANDD. Tell Her Tat I Love Her. :D
6.Do you ever believe that your best friend will betray you?
If She Does. GG.
7.If you met someone that you love a lot,will you confess to him/her?
Definitely, maybe? But girls should always make the first move =P :P :P
8.What is in your mind?
Why Am I Doing This Quiz.
9.What type of people do ypu hate the most?
GOTCHA. SPELLING MISTAKE. ITS YOU NOT YPU. FAIL. back to topic. I'm Neutral. :D
10.Will you cherish your every friendship?
Yupps.
11.Do you believe in god?
I'm A Taoist. Laozi Said.
12.What will you do if you had a billion dollars?B
uy A High Spec Comp. Buy All FPS Genre Game. Donate The Rest.
13.What you want your friendship to be like?
No Comments.
14.What is your favourite hobby?
Sleeping. Stealing Cookies From The Cookie Jar
15.What will you do if all your friends hate you?
No Comments.
16.If you feel low someday, who will you go to?
Myself...
17.If you had 3 wishes,what will they be?
1. My Squad ALL To Pass Out AT LEAST WITH SGT.2. Pass My Maths.3. I'll Sell The Last Wish.
18.What are the dates you will never forget?
19 Sep 1993. 24 June 2008 COC. and err. Her Birthdate.
19.What will you do if you had a time travel machine ?
Time Travel Machine DOES NOT EXIST. FAIL.
that ppl tat i wrote tagged, i nvr tag u cuz i lazy, if u see ur name juz take and do it. THANK YOU!
sry paul...
i lazy do the second half, so i copy most of ur...
sry sry

2008-08-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

i have got damn fed up today...1 bastard were playing ard, so i decided, instead of getting so angry, lemme write this one last post for him

bastard, i ain gonna tolerate u anymore,
im not going to wite those nice words advising you not to play, i had not once write vulgarlaries on you...
bastard, u had been playing since last year, i din say anything about it, hoping tat u would stop that as soon a possible...
and yet, u have continued the joke for more than 1 whole year! you fucking bitch!
giving u chances doesnt mean that u can continue ur joke..i have a limit
im nt giving anymore chances,
nt gonna let u off anymore,
once i step into the dnt room,
i make sure u had a hard time wif me,
one more time the word come out frm your mouth,
i make sure that the punishment u get would not be only from the school, try me, i show u where it will come from.

last advice: you dont know my background, dont play with me.

2008-07-31T07:42:00.000-07:00

ya...
back here blogging...
kinda super angry wif many things...
as the evil forces are united...
haiz...why things always goes in their way?
they had done so much evil...and yet, they did not know anything about it, or are they juz acting blur??
do u believe tat i kena struck 4 evil forces on 2 days??
and all 3 are united...
dotz... i could`ve used alot of vulgar languages while writting this post, but i aint gonna use them...y? cuz i dunnid curse somebody whom are sinful...perhaps calling them evil forces are alr good enough...
7lunar month is juz less than 1and a half hour away,
hope tat retribuition stikes on all of u...

provoke me one more time, all my flowery language shall be spitted on your face... believe me, i make sure i really do it... i havent been getting any trouble since last year...
i had once made a major offence and was punished severely, i dont mind letting them into my life if you wan...try me, u die~~~
no joke

2008-07-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

YAYE!!
good news,
got info told us tat 90% of us passed copral,
means gt abt 2 ppl nv pass, hope i n tat suay...
thnks zhen hong!! best friend XD

2dae ndp training,
went or 2 rounds,
nt very tough to be frank...
hope tat still go more rounds haha...
zhenhong fainted and then apologise to us...
i was curious eh... y he apologise ar?? bcoz of fainting?juz liddat??
nvm... today quite fun oso wad...
sir kimleong come see us for our drills...
woots, kena praised!! so happy :)
wa...nw i really pray tat im nt 1 of the 2 who failed the test...
oops, but if i passed the test i would owe some1 a drink :X
hen nan zhuo ren leh..nvm, dun say nan zhuo ren, 2 days to new year, cant say things tats nt auspicious...
k, tok alot le.. nid go le
cyaz

2008-07-27T09:32:00.000-07:00

ello every1...
long time no post...
coz nth interesting...
i think i kinda succeeded le...
some of u shld knw wad i mean ba...
i SUCCEEDDED IN HALF,
but the guan jian is still at tml...
tml will try my best...
but i think i dying soon oso...
coz arh, today alr nt enough sleep alr,
plus tonight coz the show last episode, so i watching till 2:30,
and then tml cant take afternoon nap coz got sci remedial...
then at night still got loads of undone hw need chiong,
then tuesday oso cant take afternoon nap coz got ndp rehearsal...
GOD SAFE ME!! PRAY THAT THE SCIENCE REMEDIAL TOMORROW IS CANCELLED!!
WOOTS!

2008-07-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

ytd was a close 1...
shitty..i should have turned my head faster lar...
i could`ve said hi to u if i had turned my head faster..
nvm, the next chance is during cross country..
i wouldnt let te chance slip past my hand so easily again...
i swear i must say hi to u before ur departure!
( err, hope u donno u r the person im saying, if nt u would feel tat im a retard-.-''' )

A Jab Of Sadness Injected

2008-07-19T01:33:00.000-07:00

Well, sometimes i do think that its impossible to be perfect...
everyone has their own weekness

Well, but do you consider this as a form of bullying?
Threatening and insulting?
Sometimes that i feel that i have done wrong as i should'nt had replied what you had said...
I should have just turned my face and walk away...
I think that you should be more enlightened that things do not always work in your way...
Perhaps heaven should throw you into Sahara desert for a year...
Maybe the year later i would have see a better you..
Oh dear, i am wasting my time putting up this post just for you...
Well, i did'nt put up any vulgar words from my dictionary as i see no point of putting up..
In conclusion, i think that you should realy change if not you might as well end your life,
Well, no offence to you..

This few days i had not really had been as high and cheerful as the past...
Having so many things in front of me for me to due with..
Sometimes i walked past her, did not even say hi to her...aww, i feel like whacking myself then...
I even said hi to sec3 seniors who i know they wont even reply to me,
But i don't even had the courage to say hi to her for not knowing what stupid reasons i had...
I felt like self-whacking myself with nail balls and sharp swords, piercing myself with a million needles. Blood would then flow down my body like water, perhaps i would reach a world without sufferings and desires then.
Now what I am feeling is i am in a world of sins and sufferings, when would this end? Why can't i have an answer?

Haiz, maybe you would consider me as acting pathetic for typing this post? But what i would say is that i do not really care so much about everything that is happening in the world now.

cyax